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opera orders confirmed, okta deactivated, twitlonger regarding leeteuk.
what should i feel or what am i suppose to feel.
you suffered in silence. i don't blame your mom nor your dad. they brought you to this world, maybe maybe it's just fate playing a trick on you or heaven is testing you. in whatever situation you pass it. you did it, overcome it. it's the past now. more problems came along your way, you overcome them all, time does not matter anymore. you overcome it that matters the most. you are growing. you became stronger each time you overcome a problem, they made you stand taller, stronger, better. they led you to become what you are today. elf's most respected leader. i must admit leading 14 boys is never an easy task, but you never complain. never once did. after each performance you bow to every side of the stage. you make sure fans can see you guys. you make sure we get the best. you make sure the boys are well protected. you make sure everything is in place. you placed everything and everyone before yourself. but please, for once i beg you. place yourself first. suffering is a learning experience, let us experience it too. stop trying to stay strong because we know you are actually not that strong. it's normal to break down, it's really normal. it's not against the law. occasionally you can lend our shoulders for a cry, yes it will break our heart just for that moment but i believe it's way better then you bottling up and suffer yourself. we are a family, we enjoy, cry, suffer, laugh together as one. after all this, i would like to thank you for everything you have done. literally everything. if just if you did not bear with those physic pain or you got demotivated by your parents and stop pursuing your dreams, there will not be leeteuk today, no angel without wings, no angels, no one to lead the 14 boys perhaps. a lot of things will not happen if you didn't pull through. i am really thankful you pull through, i really hope and wish from the bottom of my heart that life is treating you better now. really. you suffer enough, now let us, whom you proudly call your fans to prove to you that all your sufferings is worth it. let us bring a smile to your face. because we will do it without any complains. i don't mind skipping meals to buy albums and stuff. because when i see the smile on your faces when you guys win an award i am contented. at least i know i did help a little. i was part of the reason why you guys smile. i will never regret stepping into this sapphire blue fandom, we are not perfect, we all have different views on shipping and bias, only13, only12 and etc but still together, we are one family. and i proudly say, i love this family. thank you leader. from the bottom of my heart, i love you and i respect you, Park Jungsoo.
what should i feel or what am i suppose to feel.
you suffered in silence. i don't blame your mom nor your dad. they brought you to this world, maybe maybe it's just fate playing a trick on you or heaven is testing you. in whatever situation you pass it. you did it, overcome it. it's the past now. more problems came along your way, you overcome them all, time does not matter anymore. you overcome it that matters the most. you are growing. you became stronger each time you overcome a problem, they made you stand taller, stronger, better. they led you to become what you are today. elf's most respected leader. i must admit leading 14 boys is never an easy task, but you never complain. never once did. after each performance you bow to every side of the stage. you make sure fans can see you guys. you make sure we get the best. you make sure the boys are well protected. you make sure everything is in place. you placed everything and everyone before yourself. but please, for once i beg you. place yourself first. suffering is a learning experience, let us experience it too. stop trying to stay strong because we know you are actually not that strong. it's normal to break down, it's really normal. it's not against the law. occasionally you can lend our shoulders for a cry, yes it will break our heart just for that moment but i believe it's way better then you bottling up and suffer yourself. we are a family, we enjoy, cry, suffer, laugh together as one. after all this, i would like to thank you for everything you have done. literally everything. if just if you did not bear with those physic pain or you got demotivated by your parents and stop pursuing your dreams, there will not be leeteuk today, no angel without wings, no angels, no one to lead the 14 boys perhaps. a lot of things will not happen if you didn't pull through. i am really thankful you pull through, i really hope and wish from the bottom of my heart that life is treating you better now. really. you suffer enough, now let us, whom you proudly call your fans to prove to you that all your sufferings is worth it. let us bring a smile to your face. because we will do it without any complains. i don't mind skipping meals to buy albums and stuff. because when i see the smile on your faces when you guys win an award i am contented. at least i know i did help a little. i was part of the reason why you guys smile. i will never regret stepping into this sapphire blue fandom, we are not perfect, we all have different views on shipping and bias, only13, only12 and etc but still together, we are one family. and i proudly say, i love this family. thank you leader. from the bottom of my heart, i love you and i respect you, Park Jungsoo.