WORST DAY
Alright, so I figured that today would actually be good considering that I was gonna surprise my friend and tell her that I could go to formal with her. Well, that part was fine. What wasn't fine was when Shelley Rossoff, my milken history teacher, asked me how school was and to explain the system. Seriously, you would've thought that I had a speech impediment. I couldnt' articulate myself for shit. I felt so stupid and humiliated, and all of those bad feelings I had when I was at Milken, returned. So from that point on, no matter what friend or teacher I visited, I felt like shit and needed to leave. Seriously, I was there for less than 2 hours, and I needed out ASAP. Rachel and I agreed that Milken was like the dementors from Harry Potter. It sucks the life out of you and makes you feel like shit. Good analogy, no? But whatever, I still go to see Marks, Tash, Hamu, Simmons, Arkin, the fiend, Rose, and the rest. So that was fine. I just felt really bad after leaving history. I guess those feelings are part of the reason why I don't go there anymore...