Bitchfest...
So here is my bitchfest... yes.. just a jumble of complaints... but I'm hoping I'll feel alot better when I finish writing this...
I cannot stand the feeling where you see the light, but it refuses to come. I swear most three week periods doesnt feel that bad, but now that I have only three weeks left of school and I just want to say screw it and pick up and leave. That or just sit in bed for the remaining three weeks. I feel stuck, and I hate it.
I cannot stand three of my roommates.. which is sad because I used to get along with them so well. It agravates me so much just being in their presence. Im worried that Im going to say something that I dont mean. I hope I can keep in control.
I feel like I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. Im sure everyone is feeling like that these days tho... reading other peoples journals.
I cannot stand being in this show. It was stupid for me to be involved. Its called the Himmeslk Festival which the mayor is funding. Its advertized all over Cedar. I thought it would be fun and cool to be in a show that wasn't SUU and wasn't Artswest. But I HATE IT! Its not fun, I dont feel my time is being used efficiently, and there are high schoolers involved. I have forgotten how much I loathe stupid, naive, 16 year old, blond, girls. UGH. I just want to go up and scream "OMG GETTING MARRIED ISNT THE ONLY ACCOMPLISMENT IN THE WORLD... SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SINGING SHITTY SONGS!!!" I'm pretty sure that though would be a bad idea. It is just so annoying... luckily we open next week and then it will be over. WHEW.
I cannot wait to check off, VOICE AND DICTION, PRODUCTION MANAGEMENT, ACTING 2, DESIGN ANALYSIS, and NUTRITION off my list. They are hard, well all except nutrition... and I just want to be done with them. I need a break.
Im really looking forward to the drive home. First of all, we are taking a day trip to Disneyland which I'm so excited for... and then just being on the open road will be so nice. Its like limbo land between school and home.
I'm not really looking forward to adding a job to this summer... I remember how stressful it was in the past, I just hope that it will all work out.
I'm also worried about how poor I am right now. I am just not making enough money, haha, but I wish I could just not work.. but make money.. dont we all.
Oh, and my computer is still broken. soo yay. im still using my roommates or the school computers... thats why I am never online anymore. not that i really have time anyway, if anyone actually cares.
Enough bitching I think... I don't know if I feel any better ... but I tried.
I cannot stand the feeling where you see the light, but it refuses to come. I swear most three week periods doesnt feel that bad, but now that I have only three weeks left of school and I just want to say screw it and pick up and leave. That or just sit in bed for the remaining three weeks. I feel stuck, and I hate it.
I cannot stand three of my roommates.. which is sad because I used to get along with them so well. It agravates me so much just being in their presence. Im worried that Im going to say something that I dont mean. I hope I can keep in control.
I feel like I have so much to do and not enough time to do it. Im sure everyone is feeling like that these days tho... reading other peoples journals.
I cannot stand being in this show. It was stupid for me to be involved. Its called the Himmeslk Festival which the mayor is funding. Its advertized all over Cedar. I thought it would be fun and cool to be in a show that wasn't SUU and wasn't Artswest. But I HATE IT! Its not fun, I dont feel my time is being used efficiently, and there are high schoolers involved. I have forgotten how much I loathe stupid, naive, 16 year old, blond, girls. UGH. I just want to go up and scream "OMG GETTING MARRIED ISNT THE ONLY ACCOMPLISMENT IN THE WORLD... SHUT THE FUCK UP AND SINGING SHITTY SONGS!!!" I'm pretty sure that though would be a bad idea. It is just so annoying... luckily we open next week and then it will be over. WHEW.
I cannot wait to check off, VOICE AND DICTION, PRODUCTION MANAGEMENT, ACTING 2, DESIGN ANALYSIS, and NUTRITION off my list. They are hard, well all except nutrition... and I just want to be done with them. I need a break.
Im really looking forward to the drive home. First of all, we are taking a day trip to Disneyland which I'm so excited for... and then just being on the open road will be so nice. Its like limbo land between school and home.
I'm not really looking forward to adding a job to this summer... I remember how stressful it was in the past, I just hope that it will all work out.
I'm also worried about how poor I am right now. I am just not making enough money, haha, but I wish I could just not work.. but make money.. dont we all.
Oh, and my computer is still broken. soo yay. im still using my roommates or the school computers... thats why I am never online anymore. not that i really have time anyway, if anyone actually cares.
Enough bitching I think... I don't know if I feel any better ... but I tried.