let's try for a real update...
I never know what to say anymore... things change faster than I can write them down. One day I think I have life by the balls, only to have cold hard reality drop on my head. Truth is, it's had me by the short and curlies for a while now.
Silas and I are still Silas and I. I can't complain at all.. the past few fuck ups have been me.. all me. He's actually been a pretty good boyfriend. Granted, he has his clothes in the back seat of his car, can't blame him... but I'm hoping today maybe he'll move them back into the house.
We are clean. I will admit sometimes this is not my choice. I am unemployed right now. This makes living together a little difficult since well, we have no fucking income and rent is past due. I'll find out by the end of the week if I'll be collecting UC or not. If I do, I am going to make an attempt to go back to school. In the meanyime, I have $449 in food stamps and an empty fridge. that problem is at least solved.
The bottom is bad, but there is no place to go but up. Hopefully, I won't lose whatever is left i haven't lost already. My chest hurts badly. I have had this wicked cough I can't shake. It makes breathing hard, and smoking just fucking difficult. Good, I needed to quit anyway.
I don't have a woking cell phone. You have to call an leave your number. I am going to get it fixed someday... but I just don't feel like it just yet.
Silas and I are still Silas and I. I can't complain at all.. the past few fuck ups have been me.. all me. He's actually been a pretty good boyfriend. Granted, he has his clothes in the back seat of his car, can't blame him... but I'm hoping today maybe he'll move them back into the house.
We are clean. I will admit sometimes this is not my choice. I am unemployed right now. This makes living together a little difficult since well, we have no fucking income and rent is past due. I'll find out by the end of the week if I'll be collecting UC or not. If I do, I am going to make an attempt to go back to school. In the meanyime, I have $449 in food stamps and an empty fridge. that problem is at least solved.
The bottom is bad, but there is no place to go but up. Hopefully, I won't lose whatever is left i haven't lost already. My chest hurts badly. I have had this wicked cough I can't shake. It makes breathing hard, and smoking just fucking difficult. Good, I needed to quit anyway.
I don't have a woking cell phone. You have to call an leave your number. I am going to get it fixed someday... but I just don't feel like it just yet.