Girls' group pic at Teazann
me and sygryd
I don't really know if i should really be writing this because... because admitting it straight out might make it true. Not that it isn't already true within me, but, saying it like this would make it concrete, get it? I really don't want to go through all of this again. All of this is so uncertain and the problem is that i can't really help myself whatever happens, because i think, stopping yourself in doing something is more stressful than actually letting it happen. But i really don't know what i want to happen right now.
It's funny, i used to love the song that's in my current music when i was younger, like when my age was still one digit, around 5 to seven years old, when it first became popular. I never knew i would be able to relate to the song.