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I don’t want Christmas to happen. I don't want to have to put on a fake smile for gifts I don't like. I don't want to see that fake smile on someone else's face as they open the gift I got them. I don't want the awkwardness of "should I hug this person that I only see once a year at Christmas, but don't even talk to them on that day?"
I'm not a fucking people person. I don't want to spend the next three days with people, and above all the entire day of Christmas is spent with people that I don't fucking know. I'm bringing a book. I'm going to get yelled at. I want to kill myself.
FUCK CHRISTMAS.
I'm calling for a ban on Christmas next year.
ARGH.
I'm not a fucking people person. I don't want to spend the next three days with people, and above all the entire day of Christmas is spent with people that I don't fucking know. I'm bringing a book. I'm going to get yelled at. I want to kill myself.
FUCK CHRISTMAS.
I'm calling for a ban on Christmas next year.
ARGH.