Worst mood in a while.

Oct 02, 2004 00:44

Some people are simply inconsiderate. My parents only look out for their best interest most of the time. They don’t care about other people in the world and they have that attitude problem and a shitty world outlook. I have a problem with that because I can’t stand people who only look out for their best interest and I can’t stand people who don’t recognize other peoples feeling.

Aside from backing me financially my family has done close to nothing for me in the past few years. I don’t turn to them with any problems or I’d rather not talk to them more times than I have to talk to them. I stay out of their way because I feel that they go out of their way sometimes to belittle me.

Everyone has problems with their parents from time to time but my problems only exist when I see them. They don’t acknowledge my life or my schedule. I’d like to say that I really care about my parents but I find it hard to at times because they are not good people.

When I told my dad that I wanted to switch majors because I wasn’t happy he responded with, “Why? How many classes are you failing.”

They rag on me about not going to see other family members but all they do is bitch about how dumb our family is. They talk about everyone behind their backs and they think they have this better concept of life than others.

I think of a new reason everyday as to why I don’t like talking to my mom or dad. Everyday I feel I have to lecture them into not doing something stupid. My dog had an itching problem a week ago where she was pulling her hair out and my dad said that we had to give her a bath before take her to the vet because he wasn’t going to take a dirty looking dog to see a vet. My words in response were almost exactly, “I don’t give a shit whether or not my dog looks dirty, she’s tearing herself apart and hurting herself and she’s in pain.” His attitude was more focused on what will the vet think of us having a dirty dog and not so much my dog in pain. He never once brought up that she was hurting herself, he just talked about how he has to schedule an appointment somewhere to get her cleaned before they go.

This is the worst part….My dog bit the person cutting her hair the first time ever a few months ago. Since she bit someone at the grooming place, they won’t take her back ever again. So my dad wanted to try and schedule her for an appointment somewhere else before taking her to the vet. My dog is old now and she’s fragile. The reason she bit someone is probably because they were too rough with her but we don’t know for sure. Maybe she just bit someone because she was nervous. I’m not going to allow my dad to take my dog somewhere else because she might bite someone else. It’s not fair for Kelly and it’s not fair to the person who might cut her hair and be the next person she bites.

Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, I’m just so frustrated and pissed off I can’t make sense of my words.
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