Jan 24, 2006 22:04
I know I haven't updated in a while, so I thought I might as well tell everyone that things are, for lack of a better word, weird. Things aren't horrible, they aren't good, they aren't even in between.... I really don't know how to describe it, other than weird. It is one of those feelings you have when you are at the beach and bored out of your mind and you want to be home or go somewhere or have some privacy or just be left alone and see someone at the same time. It is one of those feelings where you are sitting in your room on a Saturday afternoon, knowing that you have nothing to do the entire weekend and that all of your friends are out of town and your parents insist on sleeping the entire weekend so you have to just sit there and be super quiet and you get all, for lack of a better word again, skwirmish, which isn't even a real word. It is that weird feeling where your face itches really badly and you start freaking out and panicking while scratching it, but I actually doubt anyone gets that feeling. I have been listening to opera a lot lately. It is really relaxing and I like Italian. I have also been reading up on Hitler for a history paper. I got a copy of Mein Kampf and I am really learning a lot about Hitler, Germany and WWII.