Matchmaker, matchmaker, make me a match...
The chorus at North sang that a few years back...wow, and I still remember it.
I wish I didn't feel so shitty today. It feels like I'm underwater and everything is blurry and foggy and like that...and I feel anxious, which there is no excuse for because everything is fine.
Last night was really cool. Nicole picked me up and we stayed at Starbucks for a while and talked. It was SO good to see her again, and to hear about what's going on with her and Jordan and just get caught up on her life. She's one of those people that I might not see for a while, but I know she never forgets about me <3 And she said that I could help out with the Spring Play at North this year! I'd love to see her direct it, that would rock. And it'll be fun to be involved again. We have a plan for possibly getting ourselves (well, not ourselves, but Drama) some money...it shall make all our wildest dreams come true <3
When Nicole dropped me off at home, I talked to Cat for a little while until she got to her car from the train. We both notice that when my "catalyst" isn't "pulling me down," I'm so much happier. It's a really nice feeling not to be pulled down for once, at least not in that respect. When her phone died, the convo ended, but I really hope that I didn't impair her ability to talk to Mark (Markito) later on that night =/ Sorry, Kitty, if I did. Didn't mean it *hugs*
I need to find a way to get to the mall tonight because I suddenly have the urge to buy this Radiohead CD with the song "Creep" on it. I also suddenly have the urge to eat fried calamari with tartar sauce from The Cheescake Factory. Yes, at 10:00 in the morning.
One last important thing: HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY, STAR TATTOO!!!
Yup, it was a year ago today that I got it done <3 And a year too long that I waited for the next one ;)
I wish I didn't feel so shitty today. It feels like I'm underwater and everything is blurry and foggy and like that...and I feel anxious, which there is no excuse for because everything is fine.
Last night was really cool. Nicole picked me up and we stayed at Starbucks for a while and talked. It was SO good to see her again, and to hear about what's going on with her and Jordan and just get caught up on her life. She's one of those people that I might not see for a while, but I know she never forgets about me <3 And she said that I could help out with the Spring Play at North this year! I'd love to see her direct it, that would rock. And it'll be fun to be involved again. We have a plan for possibly getting ourselves (well, not ourselves, but Drama) some money...it shall make all our wildest dreams come true <3
When Nicole dropped me off at home, I talked to Cat for a little while until she got to her car from the train. We both notice that when my "catalyst" isn't "pulling me down," I'm so much happier. It's a really nice feeling not to be pulled down for once, at least not in that respect. When her phone died, the convo ended, but I really hope that I didn't impair her ability to talk to Mark (Markito) later on that night =/ Sorry, Kitty, if I did. Didn't mean it *hugs*
I need to find a way to get to the mall tonight because I suddenly have the urge to buy this Radiohead CD with the song "Creep" on it. I also suddenly have the urge to eat fried calamari with tartar sauce from The Cheescake Factory. Yes, at 10:00 in the morning.
One last important thing: HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY, STAR TATTOO!!!
Yup, it was a year ago today that I got it done <3 And a year too long that I waited for the next one ;)