feeling so cold and alone...

[hypnoticniice]

another long horrible day. last night i got into a fight with my mom...and someone else. another night of nothing but fuckin crying. im so sick of this shit. but todai skewl was gay. billie is all depressed n i just wish i could help :-/. i love ya hun:-) n everytime i wear these damn heels koz just has so fucking trip me! ugh thanx. but billy had me callin up some ho on mah 2way bitchin her out n shit it was great lol. i love him so much hehe! but after skewl was over (thank god...) i went ova to kayla's with ashlynn. i learned how to play spaids haha...damn it was kinda hard for me! but me n jesse beat ashlynn n kayla so its all good. cayla stopped by for a lil bit :-) yay shes the shit lol. but idk my mom made me effin come home at 530 again. im pissed! so idk i gotta do work on a report and do some other shit so idk! maybe ill leave ya somethin nice later ;-) peace out loves!

xoxo

*no matter what anyone says or does...it'll never change how i feel for him*