Decisions Decisions
So shes fucking beautiful, gorgeous, all i can say is WOW. I want her... and she wants me, but theres a catch, shes 23 and Im 15. She wants to wait for a relationship till Im at least 18. Not to mention she wants me to quit drugs, but I cant imagine myself being sober. Pot evens me out, its the balance that makes me feel normal. Its just what I do. I dont know, I guess I have alot of thinking to do. But if worst comes to worst I still have three years till my deadline. Shes not the only girl thats on my mind right now. There are two other girls one is great... but things got complicated and nothing became of it. The other... well shes just not interested right now, and I dont think she will be. Damn what the fuck.... Well i guess ill just have to go with the flow...