" And I am Crawling in the dark..."

[hypnos31]

So tonight was not a great night. I first went to the eagle which was dead and fairly uneventful. I saw a guy that i'd gone out to dinner with and it was quite apparent that he was over me. LOL Which is fine since i'm not all that invested in him but it was slightly irritating. I wish people would just be honest. "You're nice enough but i'm not that into you." Say that it is ok LOL or "Sorry, I'm a whore" thats works too. Though this night some guy wanted me to give him a bj in the underground . The guy was attractive but not that attractive. I was like no thanks. It was just odd. A guy earlier in the evening asked to kiss me and i said no thank you. He was very drunk and called me Shawn. LOL I wasn't ready at that point in the night. Maybe i'm too finicky. I probably should have blown mr random and made out with the guy who couldn't remember my name. But I didn't. I'm starting to think that Tom from ND was right. Maybe I should "ho" it up. I think my guilt would kill me but i'd be a whole lot less repressed. LOL

So I left in a semi foul mood because the night was a bust and there was no making out. LOL I got lost on the detour and ended up in Brooklyn Park. I was very stressed so I got back onto 100 s and made it home, barely. I don't quite know how i feel about my move. I trying to avoid getting homesick because when i do i get miserable and thats not fun. I'm trying to stay positive. :) We shall see.

I know this is fairly random but i thought I'd share my weird night