The mask comes off....
So things have been going great....
I got my comic book made
My podcast has been getting allot of attention
I'm heading to New York this monday to look for apartments and partcipate in the Mocca Festival.
I had a nice birthday.
Ofcourse something would come along to try to take that away from me.
Well its my Dad. Today he went on a rant about how no one can count on me and that every decicion i have made in my life has been the wrong one. That this decicion to move to New York to study something as stupid as English (since english mayors dont make money he sees it as a waste of time). And that I am going to go broke and come back on my hands and knee's asking for money. oh and all this is because i am obssesed with funny books since i am an immature person.
What a freaking cliche...
I know my dad loves me that is not the issue. He just does not understand or accepts me. He worries that im going to be a complete failure. Hey i worry about that too. But how can look at myself in the mirror if i never even tried to achieve my dream. I dont need people in my life telling me im going to fail, i need people urging me on wishing me well. My mother is the same only more selfish, she just wants to keep her baby in her house for the rest of his life.
All that talk about suporting me and knowing im going to make it. Was pretty much bullshit, they never thought i would make a serious effort to actually do it, now that they see that its actually going to happen they are freaking out!
I love my parents i really do, but im tired of putting my life on hold in order to please them....
I got my comic book made
My podcast has been getting allot of attention
I'm heading to New York this monday to look for apartments and partcipate in the Mocca Festival.
I had a nice birthday.
Ofcourse something would come along to try to take that away from me.
Well its my Dad. Today he went on a rant about how no one can count on me and that every decicion i have made in my life has been the wrong one. That this decicion to move to New York to study something as stupid as English (since english mayors dont make money he sees it as a waste of time). And that I am going to go broke and come back on my hands and knee's asking for money. oh and all this is because i am obssesed with funny books since i am an immature person.
What a freaking cliche...
I know my dad loves me that is not the issue. He just does not understand or accepts me. He worries that im going to be a complete failure. Hey i worry about that too. But how can look at myself in the mirror if i never even tried to achieve my dream. I dont need people in my life telling me im going to fail, i need people urging me on wishing me well. My mother is the same only more selfish, she just wants to keep her baby in her house for the rest of his life.
All that talk about suporting me and knowing im going to make it. Was pretty much bullshit, they never thought i would make a serious effort to actually do it, now that they see that its actually going to happen they are freaking out!
I love my parents i really do, but im tired of putting my life on hold in order to please them....