and she was all like naaaa and i'm like whateva

Feb 27, 2007 23:34

i don't know what's more depressing..the fact that i was pretty much dumped out of nowhere, or that i want to look fucking nice tomorrow bc i'm all about feeling good bout myself and none of my skirts fit me bc i have apparently gained 2000 pounds since i worked at the bank. i told you it was bc i was fat.

Yes ladies...yet again. Apparently things moved "way too fast" and for once it was not sexually that he meant. me? moving face relationship wise? lets be honest. the burned tattoo is all over my body. Me being nice is being too..dare i say it? aggressive? oh like that hasn't been said before. ugh. i give up. I'm not buying it. this is why i hate girls. it takese an extremely fucked up bitch to mess up a good guy like that. it's been a month...and i saw him like once a week. how could it possibly move too fast?

fuck. you. such an asshole. nice guy my ass. fucked up nice guy is more like it. i was nothing but nice. i wans't all like how to lose a guy in 10 days nice either. i gave that man space..i mean come on! when have i ever been told that i'm moving too fast relationship wise??? i give up. i give up.

This day has been crap. I feel like shit but yet i'm gonna pump out a work out bc maybe my new addiction shall be obsessively working out so i can fit in my skirts. doubtful. speaking of assholes..i guess stitches gave him esp bc the moron msged me today asking how i was. i let him have it. i told him. he agrees he's an asshole. he could be agreeing tho bc he wants a blow job. not gonna happen stitch head. but still its cool to have a norma conversation with him.

i swear i'm gonna end up with him i know it. and i'm not happy bout it.

whatever ladies. ice cream/my girls/ and mrs. reitzke saying she's proud of me for hating men seriously made my night. i love that lady

the only good thing about today was that i was so incredibly stressed out/drained/ sick that i barely ate.
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