feeling used.
so i never write in this thing. but i feel like its neccessary to do so right now.
i met this boy will << well ashley introduced us. and right from the beginning
we liked each other. or so i thought. well ne way we hung out twice and both times we
hooked up.. to find out today that i should watch him because hes prob. not looking
for a relationship. hes jus looking from someone to hook up wit and then be done with.
that really sucks for me because i was really starting to like him. and i really needed someone
tru at this time in my life. becuz its not a great time for boys to be breaking me down.
im also feeling like my friends that knew wat he was looking for or wat he was doin should have
warned me about him before i hung out wit hime twice.. especially because they knew that
we were hanging out.. like if you know that boy is jus trying to do one thing wit ur friend
wouldnt you tell them??! i know i would.. especailly if you knew the guy pretty well.
its almost like they wanted to watch me get hurt.. and they heard me talkin bout how much
i like him. i jus cant trust anyone ne more..
i know it sounds extra sobby and like i need a hug .. but i jus needed to vent on wat
was bugging me all nite long
<3