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so have you ever had one of those days where NOTHING seems to go right? i just wanan crawl up into a ball... i havent felt like this in years n' it's kinda crappy... i just don't know what to do anymore... i dont even know what i want :(....
so today i was cleaning my room... and i found all these old pictures from like 10th grade and middle school and i was looking at them n' i just started to get all teary eyed... i really do miss a lot of the people i dont talk to anymore... and i just started thinking about really stupid that we used to do and it just made me wanna cry... i rememeber the quote "we always look back on things that made us cry and it makes us laugh... but when we look back on things that we laughed about we cry" which is SO true lol... ah i donno why i get caught up on things i can do nothing about... if i could go back and do it all again... i would have done things so differently... but theres nothing i can do now... but only try to prevent anything like that to ever happen again... oh well
but ne way... so i graduated from suffolk lol... i feel so weird saying that lol... even tho to some people its not a big deal but to me it is because i'm the 1st person in my whole family to get some type of degree lol... its kinda cool lol
so that means i'm finallly on summer break... which is stellar... i really hope to make the most out of this summer.. even tho i say that every year and then b4 i know it , it's over... but seriously this year i gotta make the most of it... life changes so fast that i really have to learn to live in the present moment to really enjoy everything... i'm working on it tho lol... i still donno what i'm gonna do for school next semster.. i think i applied to farmingdale i lil late.. i did get in but all the good class times are probably taken... i really gotta call them :( lol
well thats all.. i just needed to veeeeeeent
<3
so today i was cleaning my room... and i found all these old pictures from like 10th grade and middle school and i was looking at them n' i just started to get all teary eyed... i really do miss a lot of the people i dont talk to anymore... and i just started thinking about really stupid that we used to do and it just made me wanna cry... i rememeber the quote "we always look back on things that made us cry and it makes us laugh... but when we look back on things that we laughed about we cry" which is SO true lol... ah i donno why i get caught up on things i can do nothing about... if i could go back and do it all again... i would have done things so differently... but theres nothing i can do now... but only try to prevent anything like that to ever happen again... oh well
but ne way... so i graduated from suffolk lol... i feel so weird saying that lol... even tho to some people its not a big deal but to me it is because i'm the 1st person in my whole family to get some type of degree lol... its kinda cool lol
so that means i'm finallly on summer break... which is stellar... i really hope to make the most out of this summer.. even tho i say that every year and then b4 i know it , it's over... but seriously this year i gotta make the most of it... life changes so fast that i really have to learn to live in the present moment to really enjoy everything... i'm working on it tho lol... i still donno what i'm gonna do for school next semster.. i think i applied to farmingdale i lil late.. i did get in but all the good class times are probably taken... i really gotta call them :( lol
well thats all.. i just needed to veeeeeeent
<3