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i am not motivated lately. maybe it's the weather. i am not depressed. i'm in a good mood. everything just seems dull. i'm bored out of my mind and yet i don't want to do anything. i find myself hoping that i don't have any appointments for the day, hoping to be left alone. and yet personal interaction is probably the best thing to keep me from going crazy because nothing else seems appealing either. maybe tv. that's just a pacifier. i've been on the internet a lot this week. and thinking about all of these things that i "SOMEDAY" want to do. but definitely not now. i think i am just going stricrazy from being snowed in.