What the hell
What the hell makes you think you have it so hard? It's okay, maybe you sleep easier at night knowing I'm suffering through this.
I wish this was easy. This weekend made me realize that I really don't have anyone that I can always count on to be there for me when I'm going through rough times. But that's not a problem for you. Good thing you took my advice, right? It's common fact that social support can get you through almost anything. You have a handful of friends all there on a whim, to be there, by your side, when you need them. I wish I had that...but I don't, and maybe it's my own fault. I've always tried to keep a circle of very close friends, but never really tried to have a select few that I could always count on. No matter how much I try to be there for other people, it's never reciprocated. It's not that I'm expecting anything in return, it's really not, but it would be nice to know there's someone out there who would be willing to at least lend an ear. Just because I'm a guy doesn't mean I don't have problems.
I'll get over it. I always do. If I said I was over it now I was lying. It's a facade so you don't have to see how much I'm suffering.
P.S. On an unrelated note, I'm done censoring myself here. If anyone finds this and reads it, hats off to you. You'll know me better than most people ever will.
I wish this was easy. This weekend made me realize that I really don't have anyone that I can always count on to be there for me when I'm going through rough times. But that's not a problem for you. Good thing you took my advice, right? It's common fact that social support can get you through almost anything. You have a handful of friends all there on a whim, to be there, by your side, when you need them. I wish I had that...but I don't, and maybe it's my own fault. I've always tried to keep a circle of very close friends, but never really tried to have a select few that I could always count on. No matter how much I try to be there for other people, it's never reciprocated. It's not that I'm expecting anything in return, it's really not, but it would be nice to know there's someone out there who would be willing to at least lend an ear. Just because I'm a guy doesn't mean I don't have problems.
I'll get over it. I always do. If I said I was over it now I was lying. It's a facade so you don't have to see how much I'm suffering.
P.S. On an unrelated note, I'm done censoring myself here. If anyone finds this and reads it, hats off to you. You'll know me better than most people ever will.