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I'm having a shit time at the moment, I'm starting to feel really down and lonely because I never do anything and I don't know anyway and I get frustrated when Andy goes out and does things, I just feel like he's rubbing it in my face that he comes home and sleeps when he can go out and do whatever he wants. I know I overreact but it's so frustrating if I wanted to live on my own, I would be living on my own I'd probably be a lot happier at the moment because there would only be me.
Then it leads me to think of the shit times I've had in the past, and that doesn't help and I get all depressed and I can't sleep, I have to lay awake watching a DVD just to fall asleep or else my mind wonders and I lay awake all night and then I mess up my sleep pattern, but the problem is I'm awake like every two hours or so, I either have to instantly fall back to sleep, or I have to watch more DVD.
Erm well that's all I can be bothered with today.
Then it leads me to think of the shit times I've had in the past, and that doesn't help and I get all depressed and I can't sleep, I have to lay awake watching a DVD just to fall asleep or else my mind wonders and I lay awake all night and then I mess up my sleep pattern, but the problem is I'm awake like every two hours or so, I either have to instantly fall back to sleep, or I have to watch more DVD.
Erm well that's all I can be bothered with today.