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So I went to the Ohio State Fair again today, but this time I went with Matt, Sarah, Colin, Kevin, and Justin. Now, theres this kinda awkwardness between me and Justin, cause my freshman year I had a HUGE crush on him, and he asked me to homecoming, so of course I said yes. Well the day before homecoming he tells me that he couldnt go anymore, and I was so pissed I wouldnt talk to him. And because everyone found out about it nobody else really talked to him and he stoped coming to church(i met him through church). Well just last week he came back to church, and let me tell you, he has gotten soooooo HOTT!!!! Lol, so of course, being me Im like all over him again. Even though theres some things we cant really talk about cause they might somehow relate to that subject and bring up the whole homecoming thing again. Well so he came to the fair with us, and lets just say that Im starting to like him again, and my best friend matt, who is gay by the way, he's really good friends with Justin and supposedly Justin likes me too, but its really hard to believe because everytime we'd get on a ride where theres only enough room for 2 people I would always try to sit with him, but it seemed like he was trying to not sit with me. So I dont know what to believe. But anyway, at the fair I saw my old crush from this year, he's one year younger than me, he's tall, plays lacrosse, he has a mohawk and a lip ring...and he's super hot! Well it was also very awkward to see him because its been like 3 monthes since we've talked. And we were kinda going out without it being official or anything. Like we acted kinds like we were going out but he never actaully asked me to be his girlfriend, which was ok because turns out he had a girlfriend. So i was so upset but I still really liked him. And I saw him today, he shaved his mohawk! I was kinda upset but he's still hot... so as you can see I have bad luck with guys...