come may?

Jun 23, 2005 14:39

I've been thinking all this time that in France all the women are beautiful and the men are kinda... Gallic-looking, to be "nice." I take it back...

Woke up to a very lovely text message this morning from one of the head honchos in ASEC (Ateneo Student Exchange C... Company? Er... sorry ha...) saying that my request for a French buddy was approved, avec the guy's number and everything. So texted Jean-Baptiste (or JP, pronounce Jeep) and we set up to meet for lunch. Was supposed to meet him at 12:10, right after my illustration class, at the overpass. So was walking, walking, walking. Expected to see a tall, lanky Gallic-looking guy. So when I saw this kinda-short (for Europeans, but average for Pinoys) guy, I kinda hesitiated. But I went on anyway. "Jean-Baptiste?" And it was him.

Let me just say that I was pleasantly suprised. Very pleasantly suprised. Let's just say he looks like Christian Bale (drool!!!) with some Tom Cruise thrown in (as in nose, bone structure). Basta... super drool worthy. So anyway, I was being all friendly lang because even though there's no way I'm going there, I still appreciate masculine beauty. (Actually me and Jen were just talking about that last night during band practice.) And let me say this guy has A LOT of masculine beauty going for him.

I'm reminded of the song Jen played for us last night, that we tried to figure out when Raygen (perpetually late but stuck in the rain so he had a valid excuse last night) eventually showed up. It's entitled "Come may?" and that phrase is Italian for "How can" in literal English and "Pano na" in the more aptly-fitting Filipino. Pano na? Coz he's younger than me (9 months younger lang naman, but still...) and... basta. Cute lang siya. Scratch that and make it guwapo. Sigh...

Well, he IS Christian, but not that active, but that's still rare for a French guy, and--GET A GRIP ON YOURSELF, ROR!

Sorry ha. It's been a while since I've seen a supercute guy. The last one that made me gobsmacked was the guy in front in my Philo class during first sem, and by second sem came I wasn't drawing him every spare second during class. Who happens to be in my Theo class this sem... Anyway, I just noticed that YEAH, all the guys who've made me gobsmacked have chiseled features. Like I've observed before, I don't want to stand next to a guy who makes me look scary in comparison, especially as I stop being scary when I know he's THE ONE therefore no more super-evasive tactics coz I can just say nicely, "I'm married, sorry." So there, THAT'S why I don't like maamo guys.

So why Mr Rhino? Maamo ba mukha niya? I think he looks brooding all the time. A friend (if I put her name here it might give the game away) said she was scared of him when she first met him so he probably DOES look scary... Besides, I crushed Mr. Rhino's brain and his gentleman-ness. I mean he NEVER made me feel uncomfortable. Probably his maturity.

Actually I've been in a bit of a smeg (Theo's word) during past few days due to a series of unfortunate events. Let's just say i was upset and I had a really heavy feeling inside (mabigat ang loob ko.) Anyway, yesterday after French I saw Ate Bon, my CCC discipler, leading a small group of Ateneans in the SS Foyer. And one of them was my crush from... Filipino 14, sophomore year ata. Basta cute sha. Looks like a gentle giant. Christian pala!!! Hehehe.

Again, I'm not going near there, but I think God was just trying to cheer me up. Because He knows naman na I was down and one of the things that makes me feel better is the sight of a really doodle-able male. Because although I really appreciate feminine beauty, it's kinda common especially in ADMU. Now handsome guys who aren't full of themselves are rarer. So God's strategy worked. Even though I just waved and didn't talk to my ex-crush (whose name I've forgotten but I still say "hi" to when I see him), I walked away grinning like a loon.

And then today I met Christian Bale/Tom Cruise guy. Sigh. I'll ask him if I can draw him. Such lovely eyes... (No Jen, didn't notice the color but the lashes... Ooohlala!) Sana naman since he's not Pinoy he won't read my wanting to draw him the wrong way, devah. And just the face naman. Speaking of, sana may nude drawing during ACP this year. I've been trying to get it since forever but... Anyway.

My gawrsh I sound like such a boy-crazed airhead. Anyway, I know the truth naman, and the truth will set you free. (Hahaha! Jen, another inside joke!)

There is a God. Thanks, Lord. You really cheered me up... :D
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