the curtain closes
Welll...Fiddler is officially over now.
I'm really not sure how I feel about it. Yes, I made some more friendships, had some others grow, but at the same time...I feel like some friendships have changed and not for the better. It's weird. So different from how I felt last year. But there's a hint of that joy also. It's incredably bittersweet.
More than anything, I'm just really trying to not let recent events taint how I remember certain people. Thank goodness Hope was on last night to agree with me, I knew she would. In short: people lied to me to cover up an event I wasn't included in. However, they did a horrible job of covering it up afterwards. It was incredably obvious what had happened, how many people had lied to me, and left me even more ticked than I would have been had I been told the real reason everyone was unavaliable.
Whatever. I need to stop thinking about it and focus on upcoming things. Liiiike, VBS. aka my favorite thing ever. I get to be a team leader this year. I am so jazzed. Meeting with Becky and the other leaders on Wednesday for lunch.
Blah. I need to get to bed.
but check out pictures of Fiddler on facebook!
♥ Benny
I'm really not sure how I feel about it. Yes, I made some more friendships, had some others grow, but at the same time...I feel like some friendships have changed and not for the better. It's weird. So different from how I felt last year. But there's a hint of that joy also. It's incredably bittersweet.
More than anything, I'm just really trying to not let recent events taint how I remember certain people. Thank goodness Hope was on last night to agree with me, I knew she would. In short: people lied to me to cover up an event I wasn't included in. However, they did a horrible job of covering it up afterwards. It was incredably obvious what had happened, how many people had lied to me, and left me even more ticked than I would have been had I been told the real reason everyone was unavaliable.
Whatever. I need to stop thinking about it and focus on upcoming things. Liiiike, VBS. aka my favorite thing ever. I get to be a team leader this year. I am so jazzed. Meeting with Becky and the other leaders on Wednesday for lunch.
Blah. I need to get to bed.
but check out pictures of Fiddler on facebook!
♥ Benny