Final Thought
I know I've written in this thing like 2 times today, but who cares because it's my journal!!
I don't know how it happened or why it happened, but I definitely feel at peace at this moment. I wanted to be able to capture it and be able to look back at it any time I felt hopeless, thus, I am writing. This is my life...and everything that happens to me will mold me into who I become in the future. I may have been upset for the past couple of days or maybe even 5 minutes ago, but I realized that this is not the way to look at things. I've learned time and time again to hold back...keep the emotions in check. Despite past issues with pride, I thought for once I'd go against them and give it everything I had. I got b-u-r-n-e-d. The glass was full and it only took that one drop to make it overflow and make me say, "I have had enough". And I have come to terms with it.
How long will this feeling of peace last? I don't know. But any time I doubt that I ever felt it, I will look back at my journal and I will remember everything that I am feeling right now. I WILL be okay...and nothing or anybody will keep me from being happy again. I'm a good person. I deserve to be happy. And if you want to hurt me, save your words. They won't work anymore.
Thank you.
I don't know how it happened or why it happened, but I definitely feel at peace at this moment. I wanted to be able to capture it and be able to look back at it any time I felt hopeless, thus, I am writing. This is my life...and everything that happens to me will mold me into who I become in the future. I may have been upset for the past couple of days or maybe even 5 minutes ago, but I realized that this is not the way to look at things. I've learned time and time again to hold back...keep the emotions in check. Despite past issues with pride, I thought for once I'd go against them and give it everything I had. I got b-u-r-n-e-d. The glass was full and it only took that one drop to make it overflow and make me say, "I have had enough". And I have come to terms with it.
How long will this feeling of peace last? I don't know. But any time I doubt that I ever felt it, I will look back at my journal and I will remember everything that I am feeling right now. I WILL be okay...and nothing or anybody will keep me from being happy again. I'm a good person. I deserve to be happy. And if you want to hurt me, save your words. They won't work anymore.
Thank you.