I can't do this on my own
Hey there Journal! It's 8:22 and I have the computer lab to myself...I decided to listen to Carrie Underwood's new CD! I'm not a fan of country music but I really really like this CD!
Anyway...I've been having an okay week so far. Monday was pretty boring. I dunno, I went to school for one class and it was pretty sucky! Sheesh In the evening I chatted with Jessica on the phone for a little while and we watched the season finale of Laguna Beach! OMGGGGGG THE HILLS! I can't wait for that show...it's going to be so awesome hahaha Laguna Beach 3 looks like UN MOJON! It's going to be a bunch of little jits walking around acting like assholes lol I love my dawg Jessica! "nigga please!"
I almost lost Turquoise...but I've been checking up on him and he's good!
Yesterday I chatted with Tessa on the phone and our convo actually got me thinking. Why is it that now-a-days we're not as happy as we used to be? We used to live lives in constant happiness but now there's always something there that prevents us from doing so. I think that's pretty sad...when I see that I'm looking forward to a day where I will be happy rather than being happy at that moment. Ok...yeah, this probably makes absolutely no sense to anyone, but Tessa gets me! I just remember when everything used to fit together. Now it's just not that way anymore. I don't feel complete...
Also some people ::cough cough:: ARE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH...I hate stupid girls. lol And as mad as she got me...maybe she's right? No, she can't be...at least not for the reasons she's giving.
Sometimes I just want to run away from everything! Get away from the same old crap that consumes my life.
*sigh*
I don't understand what happened.
Anyway, on a brighter note, I should be hanging out with Stathi tonight! It'll be fun because I haven't seen him in forever! Hopefully if the weather holds out we can do something outside lol
It's supposed to snow tomorrow.
And this is me. I'm complicating, I'm emotional, I'm confusing. I'm such a girl...deal with it.
"Jesus take the wheel,
Take it from my hand,
Cause I can't do this on my own,
I'm letting go, so give me one more chance,
Save me from this road I'm on,
Jesus take the wheel"
Anyway...I've been having an okay week so far. Monday was pretty boring. I dunno, I went to school for one class and it was pretty sucky! Sheesh In the evening I chatted with Jessica on the phone for a little while and we watched the season finale of Laguna Beach! OMGGGGGG THE HILLS! I can't wait for that show...it's going to be so awesome hahaha Laguna Beach 3 looks like UN MOJON! It's going to be a bunch of little jits walking around acting like assholes lol I love my dawg Jessica! "nigga please!"
I almost lost Turquoise...but I've been checking up on him and he's good!
Yesterday I chatted with Tessa on the phone and our convo actually got me thinking. Why is it that now-a-days we're not as happy as we used to be? We used to live lives in constant happiness but now there's always something there that prevents us from doing so. I think that's pretty sad...when I see that I'm looking forward to a day where I will be happy rather than being happy at that moment. Ok...yeah, this probably makes absolutely no sense to anyone, but Tessa gets me! I just remember when everything used to fit together. Now it's just not that way anymore. I don't feel complete...
Also some people ::cough cough:: ARE BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH...I hate stupid girls. lol And as mad as she got me...maybe she's right? No, she can't be...at least not for the reasons she's giving.
Sometimes I just want to run away from everything! Get away from the same old crap that consumes my life.
*sigh*
I don't understand what happened.
Anyway, on a brighter note, I should be hanging out with Stathi tonight! It'll be fun because I haven't seen him in forever! Hopefully if the weather holds out we can do something outside lol
It's supposed to snow tomorrow.
And this is me. I'm complicating, I'm emotional, I'm confusing. I'm such a girl...deal with it.
"Jesus take the wheel,
Take it from my hand,
Cause I can't do this on my own,
I'm letting go, so give me one more chance,
Save me from this road I'm on,
Jesus take the wheel"