Comments | hyperluxia: my ladybug

hyperluxia

my ladybug

Jan 26, 2006 15:57

So, I let the ladybug go in a pile of spinach over the side of our front porch. Maybe s/he was content confined in the seemingly perfect world of hir plastic prison (maybe only my knowledge otherwise made it a prison), but I thought s/he should be free. But what do I know? S/he could very well've drowned in the Portland rain. Maybe that ( Read more... )

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hihi_superflat January 27 2006, 07:02:14 UTC

I used to catch snakes all the time. Usually, I would catch them in one part of Utah and end up releasing them in the hills by my house. One day, I started worrying how bad I had fucked up the ecosystem. Like, "How will this snake ever breed? Will it find a nice place to live? What will it eat now that xx food isn't its mainstay? What the fuck have I done?"

I drove around for like an hour tonight, hoping to shake that same feeling. I always wonder if I was born in the wrong place.

I don't know where I was going with that, but we used the Casio last night.

hyperluxia January 31 2006, 05:26:56 UTC

Sometimes I wonder if your fuckin' DNA is encoded with something of your homeland, like you'll always feel a little off when you're away. But then I don't really believe I should be in Michigan. But then I'm so good at Michigan...

But yeah, those forks in the road make me wonder, and I am a-gettin' older and have made many decissions.

Uh, I know where I'm going with that, and I played with Reaktor this afternoon.

criticalilusion January 27 2006, 19:54:43 UTC

you did the right thing. always.

hyperluxia January 31 2006, 05:27:59 UTC

how can you be so sure? i sometimes miss certain me's.

criticalilusion February 3 2006, 06:43:13 UTC

it's just a slight intuition.

skullypixie February 3 2006, 05:32:05 UTC

I know I feel I made a lot of wrong turns and tend to kick myself the ass. Moving to Florida then not coming home when I had the cancer because I was too thick headed. Was I right? Was I wrong? I wish I knew myself. Just keep moving forward...though sometimes I really don't want to. Everyone says it will all work out and be ok...sometimes I wonder how they know that. But anywho I am rambling. I guess I can say chin up....if that really means anything or something...ramble, ramble.