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ok this is where i bitch and complain about the things in my life that piss me off.. so if u dont feel like reading this.. (even though i know ur going to anyway) then dont read it.. cuz i know i wouldnt...
ok here it goes.. this whole week has been chaos.. with band and family shit and keeping myself from failing 4 of my classes..its insaine.. i cant control anything in my life anymore. it seems like everyone thats around me thinks that they can control my life...and its not just my family.. even though they already make my life hell...it seems like the only people i can turn to now is my friends..some listen.. some dont care.. some dont even know my name.. but some select people think that its fun to push around the freshman.. well guys ive been pushed around long enough.. if any senior or basically ANYONE who shoves me into a locker/wall again.. your balls will be hanging atop the BSA. ... ok i got that out..
now.. this whole school thing.. is driving me nuts.. im slipping.. in basically everything but lunch and gym. and religion.. i think im doing ok in there.. but biology.. history.. MATH.. literature.. im like .. idk.. i cant handle this pressure by everyone anymore.. i think next year monmouth is gonna have a new student.. but im not sure yet...i need some thinking time... but anyway.. i gotta call someone whos in my bio class.. and my math class.. i have 2 tests tomorrow in both those subjects.. and those r the 2 major classes im not doing too well in.. and i dont have my books.. my family has been screaming at me for like 2 months.. for like no reason.. and its really making me upset.. on top of that.. my grades.. and band every weekend ( this weekend we have a game and 2 MAJOR competitions.. EMBA'S and CHAPTER 10 ) this whole thing sucks.. i need a hug * tear *...... I WANT OUT OF THIS LIFE .. NOW ..
my last comment... - monmouth .. here i come.
ok here it goes.. this whole week has been chaos.. with band and family shit and keeping myself from failing 4 of my classes..its insaine.. i cant control anything in my life anymore. it seems like everyone thats around me thinks that they can control my life...and its not just my family.. even though they already make my life hell...it seems like the only people i can turn to now is my friends..some listen.. some dont care.. some dont even know my name.. but some select people think that its fun to push around the freshman.. well guys ive been pushed around long enough.. if any senior or basically ANYONE who shoves me into a locker/wall again.. your balls will be hanging atop the BSA. ... ok i got that out..
now.. this whole school thing.. is driving me nuts.. im slipping.. in basically everything but lunch and gym. and religion.. i think im doing ok in there.. but biology.. history.. MATH.. literature.. im like .. idk.. i cant handle this pressure by everyone anymore.. i think next year monmouth is gonna have a new student.. but im not sure yet...i need some thinking time... but anyway.. i gotta call someone whos in my bio class.. and my math class.. i have 2 tests tomorrow in both those subjects.. and those r the 2 major classes im not doing too well in.. and i dont have my books.. my family has been screaming at me for like 2 months.. for like no reason.. and its really making me upset.. on top of that.. my grades.. and band every weekend ( this weekend we have a game and 2 MAJOR competitions.. EMBA'S and CHAPTER 10 ) this whole thing sucks.. i need a hug * tear *...... I WANT OUT OF THIS LIFE .. NOW ..
my last comment... - monmouth .. here i come.