In the next instalment of things that I have almost done for weeks, I present you with a FST dedicated to what has become quite possibly my biggest ship of all time, Arion Rosemariné/Jules de Ferrier from Kaze to Ki no Uta. They are a veritable whirlwind of angst and drama and adorable and sparkles, and I hope I was able to do them some justice here. It's meant to be a shippy FST, but if you'd prefer, I believe it'd be pretty easy to think of it as about their friendship.
As always, I don't know Japanese; this is based on all of the scanlations, text translations, raws, google translated fansites ("Congratulations Jules! Kimi is one of the most splendid transformation in the world that certainly plagued sicko!"), guesswork, and people who know slightly more than me saying what they think is happening. So there are spoilers, kind of.
If you downloaded my general series FST, you will notice some song overlap. Sorry about that, although in my defense I plan to redo that disc someday anyway.
This is dedicated to
popkitty61 soley because she is adorable. The fact that I wouldn't have half as much fun with Rose and Jules without her is just a nice bonus. Special thanks also goes to
daisychain0 for the
manga coloring that I used for the cover!
Eighteen songs plus coverart lie within! \o/
Ω Stabbing Westward - I Remember
Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
I like starting FSTs with summary-ish songs. This is totally here for that line; I think it fits rather well.
Ω The Corrs - All in a Day
All in a day, she saw the face in the mirror lie
To her dismay, she saw the child that was in her die
Enter Arion Rosemariné, the poster child for single-issue psychology. One day he's, a spoiled rich kid who spends his playdates beating the other kids with a riding crop; after being raped, he becomes more quiet but equally aggressive.
Ω Florence and the Machine - Dog Days are Over
Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive
Enter Jules de Ferrier, likely also a spoiled rich kid until his father died and the family lost their fortune. As the series begins, his highest priority is taking care of his family -- in his mind, that means getting them money, and he decides that the best way to do that is getting it from Rosemariné.
Ω Darren Hayes - The Only One
You are the only one
No one else can keep me from
The danger of myself
You keep me stronger
You are the only one
"I... have a hard time dealing with him and Gilbert. You and only you are the one I allow into my heart."
Ω Duncan Sheik - In the Absence of the Sun
I don't want to wait around here
'Cos you don't want to feel no pain again
We just lie about it
As we become shadows of ourselves
I don't want to look away
I don't want to be the one denied
It ain't no fault of mine
"And to be frank with you... Rosemariné and I aren't friends. A very long time ago... we were, though. But now... Rosemariné controls me; I'm like his plaything. Money, power, status... when you seek these things, you can't involve yourself in things like 'friendship'. I dream of a like without those impure things."
Ω Simon & Garfunkle - The Dangling Conversation
And we note our place with bookmarkers
That measure what we've lost.
Like a poem poorly written
We are verses out of rhythm,
Couplets out of rhyme,
In syncopated time
Lost in the dangling conversation
While Rosemariné and Jules have an outwardly very warm and friendly reationship, they never really talk about their feelings -- for each other or otherwise -- and I've always wondered how different they would be if they would open up to each other.
Ω Garbage - Sleep Together
I got you twisted round my finger
Crawling round my legs
The emptiness, the craziness, satisfy the hungriness
Darling, how would it feel?
If we sleep together will you like me better?
If we come together we'll go down forever
Wikipedia says that Rosemariné is in love with Jules but not able to sleep with him. I can neither confirm nor deny this, but either way he has huge issues involving sex, relationships, and violence.
Ω Frank Turner - A Decent Cup of Tea
I see her in the nightclubs, I see her in the bars
At rooftop after-parties, or crammed into friends' cars
And we talk about the weather, and how she drowns her pain in drink
And I nod and never ever dare to tell her what I think
Jules and Gilbert have an interesting relationship: Jules quietly supports Gilbert from the background and Gilbert truly trusts him, deep down. Still, Jules is never able to do anything more than watch over Gilbert, who refuses to be helped. Still, even that puts a strain on Rosemariné and Jules' relationship.
Ω Vienna Teng - White Light
Heading home you swear that you'll be good
Do everything you should, and know the facts
But in the morning you're back to petty needs
Tragedy recedes to photographs
Oh it hasn't caught up with you
Caught up with you yet
No it hasn't taught you when to quit
Ω The Notwist - One Step Inside Doesn't Mean You Understand
In your world my feet are out of step,
My arms don't move, my hand won't grab
I will never read your stupid map,
So don't call me incomplete,
You are the freak
Ω Poe - Junkie
This is such a sweet collaboration
You got the power, I got the shame
Funny thing is we both want somebody to blame
I'm not a junkie for your love
I'm not a junkie
Ω Garbage - Never Be Free
You’ll never forgive me, you’ll never be free
You might as well kill me, you’ll never be free
I’ll be your master heroine
Your mother’s milk, your adrenaline
Are you a hunter just like me?
A lot of heart, a little crazy
Ω The Swell Season - Alone Apart
How many times have I hurt you
How many times have you
And how many times I'd been on my knees
Begging, begging please forgive me
We're sailing, sailing every night
We're drifting, drifting alone apart
Not to show that we're in need
But I'd heal your wounds if you bleed
Ω Jars of Clay - Tea and Sympathy
Not intend
To leave this castle full of empty rooms
Our love the captive in the tower never rescued
And all the victory songs
Seem to be playing out of tune
But it's not the way
That it has to be
Don't trade our love for tea and sympathy
Ω Muse - Escape
You're uncontrollable
We are unloveable
And I don't want you to think that I care
I never would
I never could
Again
Yes, I am forgoing descriptions here, because I am blanking horribly and they've all got some guesswork and headcanon going on. Ask me if you're interested in explanations does anybody even read these things...?.
Ω Imogen Heap - Wait it Out
Everybody says time heals everything
but what of the wretched hollow?
The endless in between
are we just going to wait it out?
Untranslated drama happens, and by the end of the series the two have separated.
Ω Jason Mraz - Take Me Away
'Cause i just don't know any better
What i do know is
That you take me away
Take me away
I caress with wonder the joy and love you give
It's all that saves me from slipping down in time
To where I cannot escape
You are the soul that rescues me
At some point years later, the two meet up again. I like to thing that they have make up sex all night, but who knows, they might just once again become the most stylish bromace ever.
Ω Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall
I keep it close to me
Like a holy man prays
In my desperate hour
It's better that way
So I'll come by and see you again
I'll be such a very good friend
Have mercy on my soul
I will never let you know
Where my mind has been
.zip As always, do comment if the link is broken or you have any other issues! Comments about what you think would be lovely, too. ♥