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It has got to be utterly amazing how the weather can effect your energy levels. Normally, when it is hot and humid to the degree you think you have begun your career in hell, you want to lazy about and not move from the sweet sweet feeling of the fan and a/c. When its cold, like it is now, I want to run around, jump, go excersize, walk, -anything- to do something.
And all because its cold outside. I wish this would last like this until the end of March of next year, would it be terribly to much to ask for? Most likely.
Otherwise, working Wednesday to Wednesday blows. Its a six day none-stop-work, with my usual Saturday not off until the following week because I was doing a favor for my Ass. Manager. However -UGH- all the same.
Its not to shabby though. More or less because of the cold weather makes it sorta fun watching all these people come bundled up, and I mentally make fun of them for not, as Grey says, "manning up" to deal with it. Hehe.
There's this boy at work, about a year younger than I, and hes cute. He's sweet, and funny, and flirts with me innocently, so of course I flirt back. We have mutual interests -- games, WoW, animals so far.
A while ago, I had been closing and leveling, and he had been with me, and we had been talking -- me being my usual brawdy self, and him acting Mr. Innocent. At one point, he was like "I have got to stop talking to you, your making my cheeks hurt with all my laughing" And I still feel that has GOT to still be the cutest thing he ever said to me.
Then the other day, at lunch, I went to wear my hair down, because it was cool, and had to put it back up for work. He saw me on a ten minute, and was like "I saw you with your hair down, it was pretty."
I have no idea if he is just this sweet kinda guy who pays compliments (a nice change from the ass-slapping, perverted inspiring ones I deal with on a daily basis - though still, I dont mind them so much either!) if he has any interest in me, or what not. I finally got his number.. yanno. I asked for it. "Hey! how come Ester has your number but I dont? Thats not fair!" and he willingly gave it to me. So now we have been texting a little.
I asked Grey, if I was reading the signs right, but fuck if he helps me any!! lol I have been trying to gauge his actions and words to see if there is -any- interest. Last time I was blunt to a guy and asked how he felt my heart shattered into a million peice. Rather not repeat that experience to be honest.
Anyway, thats all for now. Roleplay is scattered. DsoR is closing, I may be moving to *ugh* Roleplay Oasis. I dont like waiting for my PDs to be done. I like that about DsoR. I could do my own shit, yo.
dwk is dragging me around more with her, and now with Casley as well. Sin and I speak off and on, I have been distancing some what with her, because if we dont have a neutral topic we tend to tear each others heads off.
Yet, through ALL this bullshit, the one person has remained fast at my side. Grey. <3 I do indeed heart that man much. Talking to him almost every day, skyping almost every other day with his manly sexy deep mmroooooowwwwl voice. If only fate was kinder and would let us live closer together :(
Thursday I start my new diet!! And stick to it this time! woot!
And now it is time for me to run to work, in ten minutes walk a brat of a dog, and rush to go cool fish *ugh*
Ta-ta!
And all because its cold outside. I wish this would last like this until the end of March of next year, would it be terribly to much to ask for? Most likely.
Otherwise, working Wednesday to Wednesday blows. Its a six day none-stop-work, with my usual Saturday not off until the following week because I was doing a favor for my Ass. Manager. However -UGH- all the same.
Its not to shabby though. More or less because of the cold weather makes it sorta fun watching all these people come bundled up, and I mentally make fun of them for not, as Grey says, "manning up" to deal with it. Hehe.
There's this boy at work, about a year younger than I, and hes cute. He's sweet, and funny, and flirts with me innocently, so of course I flirt back. We have mutual interests -- games, WoW, animals so far.
A while ago, I had been closing and leveling, and he had been with me, and we had been talking -- me being my usual brawdy self, and him acting Mr. Innocent. At one point, he was like "I have got to stop talking to you, your making my cheeks hurt with all my laughing" And I still feel that has GOT to still be the cutest thing he ever said to me.
Then the other day, at lunch, I went to wear my hair down, because it was cool, and had to put it back up for work. He saw me on a ten minute, and was like "I saw you with your hair down, it was pretty."
I have no idea if he is just this sweet kinda guy who pays compliments (a nice change from the ass-slapping, perverted inspiring ones I deal with on a daily basis - though still, I dont mind them so much either!) if he has any interest in me, or what not. I finally got his number.. yanno. I asked for it. "Hey! how come Ester has your number but I dont? Thats not fair!" and he willingly gave it to me. So now we have been texting a little.
I asked Grey, if I was reading the signs right, but fuck if he helps me any!! lol I have been trying to gauge his actions and words to see if there is -any- interest. Last time I was blunt to a guy and asked how he felt my heart shattered into a million peice. Rather not repeat that experience to be honest.
Anyway, thats all for now. Roleplay is scattered. DsoR is closing, I may be moving to *ugh* Roleplay Oasis. I dont like waiting for my PDs to be done. I like that about DsoR. I could do my own shit, yo.
dwk is dragging me around more with her, and now with Casley as well. Sin and I speak off and on, I have been distancing some what with her, because if we dont have a neutral topic we tend to tear each others heads off.
Yet, through ALL this bullshit, the one person has remained fast at my side. Grey. <3 I do indeed heart that man much. Talking to him almost every day, skyping almost every other day with his manly sexy deep mmroooooowwwwl voice. If only fate was kinder and would let us live closer together :(
Thursday I start my new diet!! And stick to it this time! woot!
And now it is time for me to run to work, in ten minutes walk a brat of a dog, and rush to go cool fish *ugh*
Ta-ta!