First Offical Post
This is my first post on my new, cool, better than anyone else's, journal. I didn't spend a lot of time on it but I do enjoy how it looks. I want to get a different cursor and maybe something really shiny that looks fancy. I cannot wait until I get back into Austin so I can see Kayleigh again, I really do miss her. Things have been pretty fun here in Midland, a simpler type of fun, the type of fun that no one can't enjoy. Things were pretty slow at first but once I got back into the Midland groove, it was smooth sailing. The first three days were super slow, I would even go as far as to say almost no movement in time was noticeable until the 4-5th day. I got to meet Breez and Kiara's other side of the family; the black side. Its insane to think that school is going to start in only 15 days... it blows my mind sometimes to think that I am going to go to the 10th grade, then the 11th, and then 12th and college... its just so unreal sometimes. To me, I like to keep things real and unreal, an even ratio. You can't have too much or not enough of either or the crazy bugs sneak in your ear and eat your brain until it turns to mashed potatoes (Unreal). I'm ready to begin school again though, get back into reading and working out, see all of my friends and make some new ones (real). I bought a journal yesterday and started writing in it and realize I wasted a dollar on something I could have just as easily (if no easier) done here on a computer. My handwriting has actually improved in some ways. I noticed that there is a super noticeable change in my handwriting depending on my mood and thought maybe I could be one of those people that forges papers for people and make it look authentic, maybe even a little bit of framing people, like making a threatening letter look like someone else wrote it. But I shouldn't talk to much about what I want to be older on this, it could come to bite me in the ass one day... You never know, everything is theory until you try it. I'm watching Hell's Kitchen right now with my "aunts" and Kiara. There is man named JP and I couldn't help but remember that I used that name to get into my friend Aryan's house because awhile back myself and a couple of people threw a little shin-dig there without anyone's permission and he wasn't there. His step-mother is super clueless, I just have to love that. I think I have Terret Syndrome which isn't the worst of all mental illnesses but its not that great, I was aiming for something closer to schizophrenia but hey, can't have your cake and eat it to all the time right? ...right? Anyway, I sure could use a beer right now... but thats nothing too new. I realize I used to kinda have a problem with alcohol... kinda? Definitely did and I need to remember that alcoholism runs in my family for a long way down. I always ask my friends to give me a little tap on the shoulder when I start to get out of hand and at that point I either take a seat and have some water or go and cry until my dog comes back to life (second one is unreal). I'm going to give everyone a break at this point to rest there tired eyes because I could go on for quite some time. Hope everyone likes me *fingers crossed and diapers changed*