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I went to two parties last night and didn't have too great of a time. I'm just really mad at myself for all of the things that I have done leading up this point knowing what that kind of behavior will result it. Insanity is doing the same action over and over expecting different results so I am definitely crazy. It seems like every action I perform will only end up blowing up in my face, especially in my relationships... It's fun being a ditz or a spaz occasionally, but constantly I begin to hate myself.