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I'm really starting to connect with life and not feeling like such an oddball. It's strange... I'm still the same person just more there. Maybe it's all of the drugs and junkie foods worked out of my system, or my brain finally recovering from high doses of anti-depressants. Whatever it is, I could easily get used to it. Christmas time is closer than I ever realized it could be and I'm at a high risk to drink until I cannot control my emotions; Holidays always get me like that. Not to mention that I came to realize not long ago that I revolve around the universe, not vice versa (Again is it the drugs, junk food or medication). It's a real trip... the passage of time is just becoming so intensely surreal it's almost unbelievable that I haven't taken any acid. I'm trying to get back lost time with friends and catch up on all of the latest gossip; who's dating who, who's an outcast now, how many times someone has been busted, ect. I spent the night at THE OTHER FAMILY'S house last night. Breez and I stayed up until 5:15 reminiscing about the past and how raging my hormones have become. My testosterone has sky rocketed and I've really been toning up.I'm trying to treat my heart right so I'm looking for a jogging partner as to get my cardio back into shape so if you want be my new bulk-up-buddy, e-mail me and we can hook up.