What a night...
So i got up...took a 40 min shower...got out, and went to work...
JEFF IS LEAVING, my second favorite boss ever...gone...so VG's sucks evenmore now, ick, i hate it!
After work i went to Nextel, yeah, im getting a nextell fo sho
Went home...Jarrid had to go be with Zack...good news, he got tomarrow off for Zack's dad's funeral...we'll get to hang out later i feel bad b.c i wasn't willing to let jarrid go but i got over it quick...i was just SO excited to hang out with him, so the rest of the day sucked like the first half...
Met my mom and bro for dinner....then nick went to the football game and me and my mom watched movies
Ever since i fucked up in January...there is like this empty type of feeling, like i want somthing, really bad, but i don't know what it is, and when i get that way, its usually when im driving, i cry, and tears just roll...and today was one of those days...idky or what i want, but somthings missing, and i don't know how to fill it, it seems all i fill it with is meaningless acts of sex, with the wrong person...glad he's out of my life...i need help...no, i just need good friends, and boys that won't fuck me over...that'd be nice...
off to bed...don't call me
JEFF IS LEAVING, my second favorite boss ever...gone...so VG's sucks evenmore now, ick, i hate it!
After work i went to Nextel, yeah, im getting a nextell fo sho
Went home...Jarrid had to go be with Zack...good news, he got tomarrow off for Zack's dad's funeral...we'll get to hang out later i feel bad b.c i wasn't willing to let jarrid go but i got over it quick...i was just SO excited to hang out with him, so the rest of the day sucked like the first half...
Met my mom and bro for dinner....then nick went to the football game and me and my mom watched movies
Ever since i fucked up in January...there is like this empty type of feeling, like i want somthing, really bad, but i don't know what it is, and when i get that way, its usually when im driving, i cry, and tears just roll...and today was one of those days...idky or what i want, but somthings missing, and i don't know how to fill it, it seems all i fill it with is meaningless acts of sex, with the wrong person...glad he's out of my life...i need help...no, i just need good friends, and boys that won't fuck me over...that'd be nice...
off to bed...don't call me