Mar 10, 2007 14:18
So obviously I was bored and restless last nite, thus the huge amount of useless quizzes. I didnt get to sleep till 3am, but then I slept in until 9am which is good for me seeing as the last week thats when ive been waking up, so i got a full 6 hours of sleep as opposed to only like...2 or 3 which is great and I have been having a fairly good day actually. Went out this morning at 11 or so and walked down to the mission and picked up a bunch of shit I needed(hopefully the mom will reimburse me cuz i have less than $100 left and seeing as i dont work anymore that could be a problem...and especially seeing as im smoking just about a pack a day now just to keep me from going crazy). Im back now and waiting for tay to be able to come meet me so we can talk. Im gonna ask about the money, and talk to her about the place and stuff...i do still wanna be friends with her, i need her, but i also need the money. And apparently she has been lying a lot, saying that leanne and my mom have said things they havnt and stuff, and been really unreasonable about getting her stuff. -sigh- i wish people would stop screwing me over, that would be great. I would have like...2 grand if everyone who owed me money(jinx,christine,tay) would pay me back. I tried calling christine about the money, she never called me back of course. God, this sucks. Im too gullible. Ive lost tons of smokes too cuz people keep asking me for them and saying theyll pay me back and they dont. I gave my roomate/friend marilynn practically an entire pack of smokes, and she hasnt paid me back tho i guess Ill see her in MAC's whenever I start. I also talked to james t today, and he talked to chris, and Ill be meeting them possibly monday. I know, weird, said I never wanted to see either of them again but I by accident emailed james my update and he responded and really cared even after i was such a bitch to him before, he just forgave me and phoned me and wanted to know if i was okay and i really would like to see them for some reason, so I think Ill go to a movie with them, itll be good to go do something normal like that.
Here isnt too bad, some people said it was great(all the people at the hospital) and then tay said it was horrible, its in the middle. Uve gotta keep a watch on ur stuff, but the people are really nice. The rules are a lil crappy-like if ur not back by 11pm u lose ur bed and they pack up all ur stuff, no cell phones in the building, no visitors, no food/drink anywhere but the kitchen pretty much...they dont cook breakfast or lunch and i told they did so that sucks but at least they do supper but they dont cater to special food needs(like no lactose) so if its something with cheese or milk or whatver i just have to eat something else. And theres daily chores, they arent too bad tho, just one per day. AND THERES INTERNET!!!!(obviously) but i was really happy about that. u gotta sort of fight for the computer, but once uve got it theres no time limit on it. Anyways, there is actually someone waiting so I gotta head.