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Wow, havnt posted for forever...things have changed a lot on lj since I last posted, which is weird. I shouldnt be on here, I should be counting things here(in nicoles stationary) for inventory on the second...but theres like nothing left to count, and I got bored, so whatever. Um...so much has happened since I last posted I dont even remember everything...Ive mostly just been staying at my rents house bcuz mine is too lonely with chris gone and no new roomate...I posted ads in the Daily Courier and the Capital News and got lots of responses but no follow thru...three girls blew me off who seemed really interested in the place, lots of calls from guys but I want a female roomate...*sighs*. It seems like Im never going to get a roomate, and Im definately going to have to pay the full $900 on the first, which I cant afford. Chris was supposed to pick up her stuff last weekend, but she didnt which doesnt really surprise me, I mean it was xmas weekend after all. I finally called her, to ask, and she was very pleasant...even wished me merry xmas, which surprised me. I donno if I wanna be friends with her again, but I wouldnt mind not being enemies anyways.
Xmas pretty much sucked. Xmas eve my mom went crazy on everyone for no real reason(mostly me) and started screaming and yelling and calling me every name in the book and telling me to fuck off and all this, which was retarded...she was drunk of course, dad had passed out drunk on the couch by 9. Then Jack(oma's bf) got sick, so they didnt come for xmas and they were the only ppl coming in the first place so it was just me and my rents, and then dad got sick and only barely got himself up for presents and went straight back to bed. We were supposed to go up to big white to see the Adams and have xmas dinner with them, but dad was too sick so we pretty much slept all day. Merry fucking christmas. *rolls eyes* Presents were good tho...a whole queen bed set(comforter,sheets,etc),plush robe,the nicest pjs ever,2 sweaters,earrings, very expensive jade necklace(from my oma)to match the jade earrings she got me for my 19th, L word Season 2,new dvd player...and a bunch of other smaller stuff. And everyone loved the calenders I made for them(which is good cuz they took forever and were still kinda expensive even with the discount I got for working here).
On a different note, Im no longer single. Surprised? I was too:P Kristina told me forever that there was a guy she wanted to set me up with, and I was excited, but then the whole thing with christine happened and I figured she pretty much wrote me off cuz of the stuff chris wouldve told her about me. I was right, but Chris(the guy) pushed her until she finally gave me his number so we could talk. We met up, went on a few dates(which was very nice...boston pizza, and then hong kong and a movie, and then we went xmas shopping together)...he paid for everything, and was very nice and everything, and we started going out on the 20th. Sad thing? Havnt seen eachother since. He works crazy shitty hours, and on his days off this week things didnt work out together and then he got sick. *sighs* I really wanna see him again. Im not sure if its gonna work out, he's got a really shitty past which has affected the way he acts now, he's ADD and undiagnosed, and I'm fairly sure he has a drinking problem. Thing is though, I dont want to be one of those people who judges people based on things like that, and he is very nice, caring, and everything else good...he's pretty damn hot too haha, a very sharp dresser(which i love) and fits the typical profile of the guys i always seem to go for (tallish, dark hair, skinny...)so I donno. We'll see how it goes. Its nice not to be single for once, seeing as Ive been single for a year this month(last year dec is when me and dan broke up and I havnt dated anyone since).
On other news, one of the most exciting things thats happened lately happened(coincidentally) two nites ago. I was at work when sarah called me up, asked where I was and when I got off, and informed me that "we" were picking me up at 3:30. "We" turned out to be her, eyvind, andrew, and angela. We drove up to boston pizza and sat there for a good two hours or so...talking, playing cards, eating, whatever. It was nice to see all these people I hadnt really seen for so long. We finally got more or less kicked out there...we had been waiting on colton and decided to meet him at the beach. Andrew and angela were saying they wanted to drink, and I was up for it, so we stopped at a liquor store and I picked up a box of Vex for the boys and 2 packs of bacardi breezers for me and angela. We headed down to the beach and colton shows up with his stupid bitch of a girlfriend and her friend, which was retarded. Eyvind and sarah had to leave shortly after to go skating or something, and the rest of us headed down to sit on the snow covered tables and drink. It was very cold, but the alcohol warmed us up...all was well until one of coltons asshole friends had to call and tell him to "say hi to his fat friend" which turned out to be me...i knew it was only one of his jackass friends...but it really hurt and i was really upset for a bit and wandered off...colton came drunkenly after me(god is he a cheap drunk) and told me that he was sorry, he just meant it as a joke because he doesnt think im fat at all and we went back to the group...i guess that whole thing pissed his gf off cuz she and her friend stormed off to his car(me and colton had hugged a couple times when he was trying to comfort me..) and i wasnt sad to see them go...they stayed up there forever and the four of us left(me,colton,andrew and angela) just kept drinking more and more and making toasts to everything and throwing eachother in the snow it was fricken hilarious actually...i got colton good, he fell when he was trying to run away from me and I jumped him and gave him a harsh face wash he was completely covered in snow, looked like the abominable snowman...it was funny as hell...i ended up having to pee in the lake with newspaper which wasnt great...but i was pretty drunk so i didnt care...but then his stupid gf had to come down and ruin it, bitching about how cold and hungry she was, and all of a sudden coltons like ok were goin to mcdonalds and andrews like "im coming" and im like what about me and angela and coltons like well i dont have enuf seats sorry and i just completely freaked out, they were leaving us to freeze, i was completely soaked and freezing and had to pee...and they were leaving us there...i started screaming at the top of my lungs and then curled up in the fetal position in the snow and sobbed...it was retarded but i was so pissed off...they left anyways...and didnt come back. After like half an hour they finally phoned but said they'd only come back and give me my money and get me food if i booted for them again and I was like no, u fucking get down here and give me money and leave me the hell alone. Of course they didnt, and after another 15 mins or so passed angela was like screw this, and phoned(of all ppl) rob to come pick us up...I really had no choice, I wasnt going with colton and them and it didnt even look like they were coming back so we trudged up, freezing and dying, to wait for rob. Colton and Co. showed up a few mins later and I just went completely nuclear on colton...I was screaming and yelling as loud as I possibly could...demanding my money and telling him to get the fuck away from me...i got my money and just walked away, he attempted to come after me but(thank god) rob finally showed up. We roared away, leaving colton looking lost and frustrated (probably cuz he couldnt get his fucking booze...asshole) and rob drove me home. That was interesting, to say the least, seeing as I was drunk as hell. I think I was babbling a lot, about nothing, and apologizing for making him drive me home and he just kept saying it was okay...i said i missed him, and he told me to call him sometime. *sighs*. I dont know if I want to go there again or not. I dont want to be the one crawling back to him all the time, and I promised myself I wouldnt this time...I donno...I just dont know. Whatever. Im so ticked at colton, fucking drunk asshole, so that sucks. Anyways.
New years is looking like its gonna be lame as hell this year...everyone that usually comes is out of town or busy...i have like no friends to invite...only chris is coming. But jess and val are gonna be there. Can you say awkward? Bah. I doubt theyll stay very long bcuz its gonna be so lame this year, and they probably have better things to do. I wish I had a party to go to. Oh well, whatever.
Xmas pretty much sucked. Xmas eve my mom went crazy on everyone for no real reason(mostly me) and started screaming and yelling and calling me every name in the book and telling me to fuck off and all this, which was retarded...she was drunk of course, dad had passed out drunk on the couch by 9. Then Jack(oma's bf) got sick, so they didnt come for xmas and they were the only ppl coming in the first place so it was just me and my rents, and then dad got sick and only barely got himself up for presents and went straight back to bed. We were supposed to go up to big white to see the Adams and have xmas dinner with them, but dad was too sick so we pretty much slept all day. Merry fucking christmas. *rolls eyes* Presents were good tho...a whole queen bed set(comforter,sheets,etc),plush robe,the nicest pjs ever,2 sweaters,earrings, very expensive jade necklace(from my oma)to match the jade earrings she got me for my 19th, L word Season 2,new dvd player...and a bunch of other smaller stuff. And everyone loved the calenders I made for them(which is good cuz they took forever and were still kinda expensive even with the discount I got for working here).
On a different note, Im no longer single. Surprised? I was too:P Kristina told me forever that there was a guy she wanted to set me up with, and I was excited, but then the whole thing with christine happened and I figured she pretty much wrote me off cuz of the stuff chris wouldve told her about me. I was right, but Chris(the guy) pushed her until she finally gave me his number so we could talk. We met up, went on a few dates(which was very nice...boston pizza, and then hong kong and a movie, and then we went xmas shopping together)...he paid for everything, and was very nice and everything, and we started going out on the 20th. Sad thing? Havnt seen eachother since. He works crazy shitty hours, and on his days off this week things didnt work out together and then he got sick. *sighs* I really wanna see him again. Im not sure if its gonna work out, he's got a really shitty past which has affected the way he acts now, he's ADD and undiagnosed, and I'm fairly sure he has a drinking problem. Thing is though, I dont want to be one of those people who judges people based on things like that, and he is very nice, caring, and everything else good...he's pretty damn hot too haha, a very sharp dresser(which i love) and fits the typical profile of the guys i always seem to go for (tallish, dark hair, skinny...)so I donno. We'll see how it goes. Its nice not to be single for once, seeing as Ive been single for a year this month(last year dec is when me and dan broke up and I havnt dated anyone since).
On other news, one of the most exciting things thats happened lately happened(coincidentally) two nites ago. I was at work when sarah called me up, asked where I was and when I got off, and informed me that "we" were picking me up at 3:30. "We" turned out to be her, eyvind, andrew, and angela. We drove up to boston pizza and sat there for a good two hours or so...talking, playing cards, eating, whatever. It was nice to see all these people I hadnt really seen for so long. We finally got more or less kicked out there...we had been waiting on colton and decided to meet him at the beach. Andrew and angela were saying they wanted to drink, and I was up for it, so we stopped at a liquor store and I picked up a box of Vex for the boys and 2 packs of bacardi breezers for me and angela. We headed down to the beach and colton shows up with his stupid bitch of a girlfriend and her friend, which was retarded. Eyvind and sarah had to leave shortly after to go skating or something, and the rest of us headed down to sit on the snow covered tables and drink. It was very cold, but the alcohol warmed us up...all was well until one of coltons asshole friends had to call and tell him to "say hi to his fat friend" which turned out to be me...i knew it was only one of his jackass friends...but it really hurt and i was really upset for a bit and wandered off...colton came drunkenly after me(god is he a cheap drunk) and told me that he was sorry, he just meant it as a joke because he doesnt think im fat at all and we went back to the group...i guess that whole thing pissed his gf off cuz she and her friend stormed off to his car(me and colton had hugged a couple times when he was trying to comfort me..) and i wasnt sad to see them go...they stayed up there forever and the four of us left(me,colton,andrew and angela) just kept drinking more and more and making toasts to everything and throwing eachother in the snow it was fricken hilarious actually...i got colton good, he fell when he was trying to run away from me and I jumped him and gave him a harsh face wash he was completely covered in snow, looked like the abominable snowman...it was funny as hell...i ended up having to pee in the lake with newspaper which wasnt great...but i was pretty drunk so i didnt care...but then his stupid gf had to come down and ruin it, bitching about how cold and hungry she was, and all of a sudden coltons like ok were goin to mcdonalds and andrews like "im coming" and im like what about me and angela and coltons like well i dont have enuf seats sorry and i just completely freaked out, they were leaving us to freeze, i was completely soaked and freezing and had to pee...and they were leaving us there...i started screaming at the top of my lungs and then curled up in the fetal position in the snow and sobbed...it was retarded but i was so pissed off...they left anyways...and didnt come back. After like half an hour they finally phoned but said they'd only come back and give me my money and get me food if i booted for them again and I was like no, u fucking get down here and give me money and leave me the hell alone. Of course they didnt, and after another 15 mins or so passed angela was like screw this, and phoned(of all ppl) rob to come pick us up...I really had no choice, I wasnt going with colton and them and it didnt even look like they were coming back so we trudged up, freezing and dying, to wait for rob. Colton and Co. showed up a few mins later and I just went completely nuclear on colton...I was screaming and yelling as loud as I possibly could...demanding my money and telling him to get the fuck away from me...i got my money and just walked away, he attempted to come after me but(thank god) rob finally showed up. We roared away, leaving colton looking lost and frustrated (probably cuz he couldnt get his fucking booze...asshole) and rob drove me home. That was interesting, to say the least, seeing as I was drunk as hell. I think I was babbling a lot, about nothing, and apologizing for making him drive me home and he just kept saying it was okay...i said i missed him, and he told me to call him sometime. *sighs*. I dont know if I want to go there again or not. I dont want to be the one crawling back to him all the time, and I promised myself I wouldnt this time...I donno...I just dont know. Whatever. Im so ticked at colton, fucking drunk asshole, so that sucks. Anyways.
New years is looking like its gonna be lame as hell this year...everyone that usually comes is out of town or busy...i have like no friends to invite...only chris is coming. But jess and val are gonna be there. Can you say awkward? Bah. I doubt theyll stay very long bcuz its gonna be so lame this year, and they probably have better things to do. I wish I had a party to go to. Oh well, whatever.