Mar 06, 2006 21:43
wtf. why cant i just be happy. whats stopping me? ( except for all this crap thats happening to me. but why is everything happening now? ) why is it that every time i get into a relationship, i get grounded and am never able to see that person. so it gets killed?
why am i not happy with myself. my appearance and who i am.
i love it when i am. when i'm confident and feel good on the inside cuz it shows and everything is wonderful. it makes me forget everything and makes everything the best its ever been.
i need to not be grounded. i need to be able to see my friends and my favorite boy. why do i have to be grounded right when everything else in my life is toumbling down 2. it just makes it worse. this way, i cant get away from my problems. i just think about everything. FOREVER. and its lame.
dont talk to me on aim. i need to be doing work and if you see that i'm on. you should yell at me. why cant i ever seem to stay focused.
ITS SO GAY. IF I TRY REALLY HARD, I'LL BE OFF. BUT I;M NOT AND I DONT UNDERSTAND. i need some help getting back on my feet. who wants to be my study partner?????????????????????? please>?????????????????????????// thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bye.