A lost feeling
So at this moment..I feel so very helpless..What did I do...to go through this. I feel so lost I don't know what to do...I haven't gone grocery shopping in almost 2 months, I'm so fucking sick of Ramen the smell of it makes me want to puke. I can barely pay my bills and let alone I don't want to bother anyone with the fact that I need help. I don't have pride..I never have..I'm just not the type of person to ask someone else for help because I always try to help others even if they don't do anything in return... I'm trying so hard not to cry because I'm so damn stressed...and hungry..I want to eat but I can't stomach anything at the moment. I need to stop complaining..nothing will come from it..especially now cause I should at least be glad I have a roof over my head..