Feb 09, 2009 22:12
I am in this state of mind where I want to push myself to be the goddam best at what I do because I am fed up for waiting for it to come to me. We are who we push ourselves to be. I don't want to go out and party all the time. I want to work so fucking hard to be a writer. Even if that means changing everything about what I know... moving myself away.. giving everything up....to become all I want to be..
I am watching the Grammy's and goddamit I want one of them on myself for best writer for lyrics. I want a Turner prize.. I want a "based on the best selling book by Sarah Cook" at the credits..
And so help me, I am going to get it because all I breath is words.
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