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Hello!
Well, I'm sure I started to write this with a purpose, but I've completely forgotten what I was going to bang on about.
Things that are happening soon : Lauryn! If she ever gets her silly liverpudlian arse in gear.. (luv u gr8), THE MIGHTY BOOSH (jizz), and all kinds of other shit, things that aren't definate and things I will do when I get paid. Cool as. I'm not really sure what to do inbetween. This week, I have made the resolution to actually go to college for pretty much all my lessons. No, really.
I'm not sleeping all too well at the moment, but that's nothing major, just me and my incredible ability to not be able to switch off.
I've been observing things lots recently. Just watching what people do, and how they act. I think it's really interesting how easily things like livejournal and myspace can give you the ability to pretend that you're not you. Does anyone remember what life was like before we had the internet to hide behind? When you had to talk to people in the flesh, or on the phone, rather than typing shit out? I'm not saying that I'm an exception, i'd be the first to admit that I'm completely hooked. It does have its bonuses. Being able to voice your thoughts, and shit like this entry, but it's made us "Yoof of today" such anti-social creatures. I think it's odd that you can seem like so much more on things like this, and it's ridiculously easy to rip aspects of other peoples personalities off, because you can see what they're doing with themselves, or how they dress, what they say, general shit like that.
I dunno. I know this is going to sound particularly generic and pretentious, but I really can't fathom that bizarre longing to be someone else. I know that it's a natural thing that you do pick up behavioral, traits of people you spend lots of time with, but that doesn't mean that when i get on with someone really well that I suddenly feel the need to be them. I don't go out shopping and think "Oh, well *insert name here* rocks this, so I should to because they'll like me more for it..", because it's fucking pointless. I guess i'll never get it. No matter how much you pretend to be them, you'll still remain a cheap copy at the best of times, and then for the rest of the time, you're just odd and shitty.
I don't know what brought this on, I'm happy as Larry on a line of cheap wizz, nothing to moan about that's going on with me.
Tip top.
I can't fucking wait until I'm paid. I'm going on such a fucking spending spree. And, out of interest, has Babyshambles been rescheduled?
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Well, I'm sure I started to write this with a purpose, but I've completely forgotten what I was going to bang on about.
Things that are happening soon : Lauryn! If she ever gets her silly liverpudlian arse in gear.. (luv u gr8), THE MIGHTY BOOSH (jizz), and all kinds of other shit, things that aren't definate and things I will do when I get paid. Cool as. I'm not really sure what to do inbetween. This week, I have made the resolution to actually go to college for pretty much all my lessons. No, really.
I'm not sleeping all too well at the moment, but that's nothing major, just me and my incredible ability to not be able to switch off.
I've been observing things lots recently. Just watching what people do, and how they act. I think it's really interesting how easily things like livejournal and myspace can give you the ability to pretend that you're not you. Does anyone remember what life was like before we had the internet to hide behind? When you had to talk to people in the flesh, or on the phone, rather than typing shit out? I'm not saying that I'm an exception, i'd be the first to admit that I'm completely hooked. It does have its bonuses. Being able to voice your thoughts, and shit like this entry, but it's made us "Yoof of today" such anti-social creatures. I think it's odd that you can seem like so much more on things like this, and it's ridiculously easy to rip aspects of other peoples personalities off, because you can see what they're doing with themselves, or how they dress, what they say, general shit like that.
I dunno. I know this is going to sound particularly generic and pretentious, but I really can't fathom that bizarre longing to be someone else. I know that it's a natural thing that you do pick up behavioral, traits of people you spend lots of time with, but that doesn't mean that when i get on with someone really well that I suddenly feel the need to be them. I don't go out shopping and think "Oh, well *insert name here* rocks this, so I should to because they'll like me more for it..", because it's fucking pointless. I guess i'll never get it. No matter how much you pretend to be them, you'll still remain a cheap copy at the best of times, and then for the rest of the time, you're just odd and shitty.
I don't know what brought this on, I'm happy as Larry on a line of cheap wizz, nothing to moan about that's going on with me.
Tip top.
I can't fucking wait until I'm paid. I'm going on such a fucking spending spree. And, out of interest, has Babyshambles been rescheduled?
X