Jan 08, 2005 18:32
hmm lets see wat i've been up to ..
basically school everyday ..
workin my ass off on the poetry portfolio ..
wed + thrus + fri were the worst days ..
wed. i went to school .. came home .. ate .. worked on my portfolio from 2:30 - 4:30 .. got ready for work + left at 5 .. got home at umm 8 i think .. yeah 8 .. took a shower .. got out .. didn't eat dinner .. worked on my portfolio till 9:30 and then my english hw till 10 + went to bed
thurs. woke up + went to school .. came home + didn't even eat lunch .. worked on my portfolio from 2 till uhh 4:20ish .. Linda called + told me that i could come in at 5:30 thank God .. went to Staples + got my portfolio binded + laminated .. i was so0o0o happy it was done .. got home like 5 afta 5 and actually ate dinner .. went to work at 5:30 and came home at 8:30 then did my chem. hw and took a shower + actually had time to watch tv b4 bed at 10 cuz i was exhausted ..
fri. went to school .. even though i was ready to die .. and everytime i blinked my eyes it killed + i got the worst headache + my sinus's were horrible + i felt like shit .. umm yeah thank God my portfolio is done wit + 3rd per. was bad
we hadda read a piece of our poetry portfolio + this one girl decided to read her Autobiographical Sketch .. and i did mine about <3 Steve and Jay <3 which i was hysterical while writin .. and she happened to do hers about that too .. and she was readin it and the first words outa her mouth was July and i knew it was gonna be bout them and my heart sank into my stomach in the worst way and my eyes filled so quickly .. and i got worse as she kept readin + i tried hard not to cry but i couldn't help it cuz i miss them so much .. and yeah it kinda ruined the rest of my day ..
came home and for once i didn't hafta do nothin .. and i hadda do a bunch of laundry ..
went to work at 5 .. which was good for once reason :] hehe
came home at 8:30 .. we got a new comp. cuz my old one was so fucked up even though it was only like 2 yrs old .. but we had a crap load of virus's + shit on it ..
my mom told me i didn't do the bathroom + i was like so + she was like well now ur not gettin ur bellybutton pierced + i was like fine .. that's rediculous i've been workin my ass off all week on school + work .. and the one day i can jus relax afta school + i was like w/ez i don't care b/c that's rediculous cuz i've been bustin my ass all week and i was like it does nothin but take stress off of me cuz i ain't cleanin the bathroom no more and i won't hafta kill myself tryin to keep my room + bathroom cleaned while doin my hw + workin + doin 4 projects at once .. i don't care .. and she flipped on me and was like "oh that's real nice blah blah blah .. " i've learned to block her out so well it isn't even funny cuz she says the same shit ova + ova again
so yeah jus tried to relax .. took a nice hott + long shower b/c everyone in my house was flippin on each other + i am so sick of it .. so i jus needed to chill .. went to bed at like 10 wit everyone in the house yellin + screamin at each otha and i kinda zoned out cuz i'm sick of this shit
woke up at friggen 12 .. idk why .. i neva sleep that late but w/ez .. jus did nothin all day .. had my sis flip out + my mom flip out and i jus wanted to get out .. but no where to go like always .. w/ez
and yeah now i'm jus doin nothin .. supposed to go to the mall wit Alex but she's real sick so its ok .. umm yeah
gonna go