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fRiday NigHt
went to work at 5 ... a lot busier than we expected ... i sliced my finger tryin to open a wine bottle cuz the protective seal was made out of like metal or aluminum or w/e ... and i didn't even no i cut it till it started bleedin ... and i was like uuhhh Jesse i need a bandaid and he was like wat did you do lol ... and he was like oh put lemon on it (cuz we have sliced lemons to put in drinks) so i was like won't it burn and he goes nahh u'll be fine ... so me bein the gulible person i am figured that hey Jesse knows best ... put the fuckin lemon on it and it burned like a bitch !! Jesse was standin next to me lookin for band aid's and i looked and him + i was like omg Jesse u lied it's burnin so0o badly ... and he looked at me and started crackin up ... i was like thanks lol ... but it's all good Jesse's the best ... so i talked to Erin a lot of the night ... also worked wit Steph + Dani ... we had flashbacks of all the shows we watched as kids lol it was fun like always ... left at 9 ... found out i don't get paid till sunday cuz the girl told me the wrong thing lol ... stayed up till friggen 1 ... i don't remember why ... my memory has been so fuckin horrible ... but yea last time i looked at the clock i saw 3:23 ...
saT. < * tOday * >
woke up at 9:30 ... don't remember why ... oh yea my mo woke me up to ask where my paint sample was that i wanted to paint my room ... i told her i prolly threw it out cuz we were gettin no where wit re-doin my room + she left ... didn't no she got paint for my room witout me so i was pissed cuz i didn't want that color blue (i'm real picky and when i no exactly wat i want i'll act like a spoiled bitch and make sure i get it ... i'm not afraid to admit it cuz i no thats how i am ... not too proud of it but oh well) and so i faught wit her for a little cuz she neva told me she was goin ...
umm yeah my dad went to work at 11 ... idk why ... and i appologized to my mom for flippin on her bout the paint (not afraid to admit when i'm wrong i got my period i'm bitchy ...)
and then my mom + sis left at like 1 to go to Staten Island for her to see my doctor cuz we've been goin to him since the day we were born ... literally ... and Jersey doctors don't no shit ... so i had the house to myself ...
started cleanin my room + saw some old pics. and it made me real depressed ... its bad enough that i'm emotional + depressed + bitchy naturally cuz that's how i get wit my period ... but then i started thinkin bout wat used to be and i was doin so good gettin ova it ... but that put me in a real bad mood and i was so pissed off and i hate the fact that it wasn't my fault things got this way ... i didn't everything i could to save it ... and that's wat hurts the most is that he let it slip away like it meant nothin ... i hate how he's changed ...
umm went to Lena's a little afta 3ish ... but came home at like 3:30 cuz i was goin out to eat wit my family ... went to my sis's boyfriends pizza place ... and i was in a real bad mood ... first of all yesterday i gained 3 pounds and lost them today ... idk wtf is wit that ... then i think i have a sinus infection or somethin but been too busy to go to the doctors ... and i haven't been sleepin well at all ... every night this 4 days weekend i haven't gone to sleep b4 12 once ... no matta how early i got to bed ... and every day this week i almost threw up ... no clue why ... and i feel worn out + stressed out and i want a new life ...
so obviously i was in a bad mood ... and then my parents decide to purposly piss me off and i was like guys seriously stop i'm extremly bitchy right now and you're not helpin and my dad was like don't talk to us like that and i was like well you wonder why i get an attitude and i'm tellin you i'm bitchy and i don't feel good and you aren't helpin and they were like well you were feelin fine at Lena's b4 and i was like i've been complainin that i haven't felt good all week ... so i was even more pissed off ... ate friggen mozzerella sticks + that was it ...
on the way home i almost opened the car door + walked home ... everyone was so fuckin loud + annoyin + singin all this dumb shit + Sesame shit and i'm such a bitch + my nerves are on edge ... and then we stopped at Wawa and my mom ran in and my sis would not shut up ... and i seriously went to open my door but it was locked + my dad wouldn't let me get out ... and then afta a while my dad got annoyed and told her to shut up otherwise i was gonna punch her in the face and my sis was like go ahead she can punch me and my mom was like Deanna will beat you Michele and my sis was like no and my dad was like seriously i think she could kick your ass ... i was like ha !
got home + my parents told me i hadda stay in for the night ... afta bout a half hour i got bored + called Lena to chill and she said she was goin to the China Buffet wit Mario + Joe ... so i went ... didn't eat nothin cuz i wasn't hungry ... haven't been all day ... i went wit Lena to get her food + Mario was behind me and i 4got wat he said but i made fun of him and he kicked my feet and i tripped lol so we all jus talked + shizz and it was mad funny cuz me + Lena are retarted ... then we left + Lena + Joe went to some music store + me + Mario sat in the car + talked ... then Lena came and we dropped Mario off + went to the outlets
we jus went to the music store there + me + Lena went to Clairs and some bitches were like up are ass and givin us an attitude we were like wtf don't give us that attitude lol they were so0o0o gayyyyy then we went into T-Shirts Plus + these guys were workin there + me + Lena were singin real loud lol we don't care lol yea so we were aingin and dancin and makin fun of the way one of the guys laughed lol we're horrible ... then we left ... got home at like 9:10ish ...
and idk still not feelin well but w/e i'll get ova it i guess ...
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went to work at 5 ... a lot busier than we expected ... i sliced my finger tryin to open a wine bottle cuz the protective seal was made out of like metal or aluminum or w/e ... and i didn't even no i cut it till it started bleedin ... and i was like uuhhh Jesse i need a bandaid and he was like wat did you do lol ... and he was like oh put lemon on it (cuz we have sliced lemons to put in drinks) so i was like won't it burn and he goes nahh u'll be fine ... so me bein the gulible person i am figured that hey Jesse knows best ... put the fuckin lemon on it and it burned like a bitch !! Jesse was standin next to me lookin for band aid's and i looked and him + i was like omg Jesse u lied it's burnin so0o badly ... and he looked at me and started crackin up ... i was like thanks lol ... but it's all good Jesse's the best ... so i talked to Erin a lot of the night ... also worked wit Steph + Dani ... we had flashbacks of all the shows we watched as kids lol it was fun like always ... left at 9 ... found out i don't get paid till sunday cuz the girl told me the wrong thing lol ... stayed up till friggen 1 ... i don't remember why ... my memory has been so fuckin horrible ... but yea last time i looked at the clock i saw 3:23 ...
saT. < * tOday * >
woke up at 9:30 ... don't remember why ... oh yea my mo woke me up to ask where my paint sample was that i wanted to paint my room ... i told her i prolly threw it out cuz we were gettin no where wit re-doin my room + she left ... didn't no she got paint for my room witout me so i was pissed cuz i didn't want that color blue (i'm real picky and when i no exactly wat i want i'll act like a spoiled bitch and make sure i get it ... i'm not afraid to admit it cuz i no thats how i am ... not too proud of it but oh well) and so i faught wit her for a little cuz she neva told me she was goin ...
umm yeah my dad went to work at 11 ... idk why ... and i appologized to my mom for flippin on her bout the paint (not afraid to admit when i'm wrong i got my period i'm bitchy ...)
and then my mom + sis left at like 1 to go to Staten Island for her to see my doctor cuz we've been goin to him since the day we were born ... literally ... and Jersey doctors don't no shit ... so i had the house to myself ...
started cleanin my room + saw some old pics. and it made me real depressed ... its bad enough that i'm emotional + depressed + bitchy naturally cuz that's how i get wit my period ... but then i started thinkin bout wat used to be and i was doin so good gettin ova it ... but that put me in a real bad mood and i was so pissed off and i hate the fact that it wasn't my fault things got this way ... i didn't everything i could to save it ... and that's wat hurts the most is that he let it slip away like it meant nothin ... i hate how he's changed ...
umm went to Lena's a little afta 3ish ... but came home at like 3:30 cuz i was goin out to eat wit my family ... went to my sis's boyfriends pizza place ... and i was in a real bad mood ... first of all yesterday i gained 3 pounds and lost them today ... idk wtf is wit that ... then i think i have a sinus infection or somethin but been too busy to go to the doctors ... and i haven't been sleepin well at all ... every night this 4 days weekend i haven't gone to sleep b4 12 once ... no matta how early i got to bed ... and every day this week i almost threw up ... no clue why ... and i feel worn out + stressed out and i want a new life ...
so obviously i was in a bad mood ... and then my parents decide to purposly piss me off and i was like guys seriously stop i'm extremly bitchy right now and you're not helpin and my dad was like don't talk to us like that and i was like well you wonder why i get an attitude and i'm tellin you i'm bitchy and i don't feel good and you aren't helpin and they were like well you were feelin fine at Lena's b4 and i was like i've been complainin that i haven't felt good all week ... so i was even more pissed off ... ate friggen mozzerella sticks + that was it ...
on the way home i almost opened the car door + walked home ... everyone was so fuckin loud + annoyin + singin all this dumb shit + Sesame shit and i'm such a bitch + my nerves are on edge ... and then we stopped at Wawa and my mom ran in and my sis would not shut up ... and i seriously went to open my door but it was locked + my dad wouldn't let me get out ... and then afta a while my dad got annoyed and told her to shut up otherwise i was gonna punch her in the face and my sis was like go ahead she can punch me and my mom was like Deanna will beat you Michele and my sis was like no and my dad was like seriously i think she could kick your ass ... i was like ha !
got home + my parents told me i hadda stay in for the night ... afta bout a half hour i got bored + called Lena to chill and she said she was goin to the China Buffet wit Mario + Joe ... so i went ... didn't eat nothin cuz i wasn't hungry ... haven't been all day ... i went wit Lena to get her food + Mario was behind me and i 4got wat he said but i made fun of him and he kicked my feet and i tripped lol so we all jus talked + shizz and it was mad funny cuz me + Lena are retarted ... then we left + Lena + Joe went to some music store + me + Mario sat in the car + talked ... then Lena came and we dropped Mario off + went to the outlets
we jus went to the music store there + me + Lena went to Clairs and some bitches were like up are ass and givin us an attitude we were like wtf don't give us that attitude lol they were so0o0o gayyyyy then we went into T-Shirts Plus + these guys were workin there + me + Lena were singin real loud lol we don't care lol yea so we were aingin and dancin and makin fun of the way one of the guys laughed lol we're horrible ... then we left ... got home at like 9:10ish ...
and idk still not feelin well but w/e i'll get ova it i guess ...
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