fighting, urges, must, not, talk,

[hyoue_inugami]

tired. angry. headache.

been thinking too much. exausting myself.
starting to miss things. people. places.

sometimes i just want to get the fuck out of here.
and other times i just want to stay. stick it out.
ultimately any decision is my own.

there's still many experiences i wish to be in.
there's many sights that i have yet to see.
but, at the same time. i'm seriously afraid of leaving.
and kind of makes me mad. everyone and their goddamn guilt trips.

bleh.