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Well, Boomp3 is out for streaming embedded music now. Guess I'll stick with the more reliable Youtube and test out embedding video.
More Sarah McLachlan, because I love her so. Yes, it's an unmanly thing to admit. Fuck you.
This stems from a large span of anxiety attacks I've been having lately. At first I thought it was all just situational, that my problem with being emotionally repressed was destroying me because I've recently been pretty vulnerable, and I don't how to be when I'm like that. Part of it is that. Though if it were entirely situational, I'd be able to deal with it better. But I'm almost certain now that this is a true to life prolonged anxiety attack. Good one day, utterly broken the next. I barely held it together through work today. Can't stop fits of shaking, or breathing irregularly, or being randomly driven to tears. I don't know how to handle this... and I don't think I can tell myself it's just me being emotionally stupid.
It's been suggested I try meditation, and I guess I'll attempt it. Would like to find an ideal location to do it, though. We'll see what happens. Anyway, here's the song.
More Sarah McLachlan, because I love her so. Yes, it's an unmanly thing to admit. Fuck you.
This stems from a large span of anxiety attacks I've been having lately. At first I thought it was all just situational, that my problem with being emotionally repressed was destroying me because I've recently been pretty vulnerable, and I don't how to be when I'm like that. Part of it is that. Though if it were entirely situational, I'd be able to deal with it better. But I'm almost certain now that this is a true to life prolonged anxiety attack. Good one day, utterly broken the next. I barely held it together through work today. Can't stop fits of shaking, or breathing irregularly, or being randomly driven to tears. I don't know how to handle this... and I don't think I can tell myself it's just me being emotionally stupid.
It's been suggested I try meditation, and I guess I'll attempt it. Would like to find an ideal location to do it, though. We'll see what happens. Anyway, here's the song.
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