oh I am feeling more like me oh I am feeling more~
A sleeping lesson, boys and girls.
You should sleep at least 3 hours a night and from then on in 90 minute cycles in order to be well-rested and not tired!!!
So therefore--
3 → 4 ½ → 6 → 7 ½ → 9
etc.
Since using this method (about a year now) I've been able to sleep 4 ½ hours a night for several days in a row without issues. JUST BECAUSE THE BODY RESTS IN CYCLES 8Db!
I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT AN UNANNOUNCED HIATUS OF SUBSTANTIAL POSTS
BUT IT MEANS I HAVE A HUGE SHITTON OF YEAR OF SMILES DAY I MISSED. UM. I WILL DO MY BEST!!!!
albinomeatball FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER ♥ 8'D full moon. LICK ME!!!!! women out loud!!! unexpected sudden new vibrator!! BITCHING WITH receipt AND HAVING THE BEST TIME EVER!!!! ALSO FRIENDING receipt (bitch you now have your own tag). TELLING RANDOM PEOPLE THAT I THINK THEY'RE HOT/AWESOME/BITCHIN AND THAT I'D DATE THEM. "I wish this society allowed people to walk up other people and solicit them for sex :|" DELICIOUS DINNER WITH HANNAH!!!!! easter dinner at Hannah's house!! getting to see unkle george and the boyfriend lawrence again! dinner at stir crazy! getting to go to Barnes & Nobles!!! BUYING albinomeatball THE HOGFATHER 8D and runaways! and vol. 1 of Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei!! and vol. 0 of DOGS!! Kathleen being my social networking service! MAL BLUM. amazing music!! reading so much bleach. looking cute! being daring with my hair. that cute girl that keeps smiling at me. transgendered people!! being totally down with FTMs. "our tits are having sex." that adorable asian kid in my class that looks like case. all of you people. winning my fight for pride :'D GERMAN STUTTERING. tuesday class getting cancelled AGAIN. booking my mom's flight out to here for less than $100. condoms (fu fu fu). URAHARA IS SO AWESOME. getting an urahara hat!!!! GIN. also gin/rangiku shhhh I didn't say that. ALL THE GIRLS IN BLEACH JFLASF;KJFAS. GUITAR PLAYERS *_* the awesomebox is the best thing ever basically. it finally getting warmer! dresses!! albinomeatball!!!!!!!! :D getting to send packages!!!!!!! "if I wasn't me I'd have such a hardon for myself." albinomeatball's Matt!!! BEING SHAMELESS. "LICK ME!!!!!!!!!"year of smiles | D A Y 68-84
SO I BASICALLY HAD THE BEST EVENING EVER LAST NIGHT!!!! IT ALMOST MADE FEELING TRAPPED OKAY!! I WISH I COULD HAVE TAKEN albinomeatball ALONG BECAUSE JFLAKSDJGL;KFJLKSAJGKLA;DFJADS SHE WOULD HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUN.
I came out of it feeling so damn empowered, oh god. I met up with my friends Kathleen and Michelle and we went to Women Out Loud!! Hosted by the school! So we got these little grabbags with condoms and dental dams and INSTRUCTION BOOKLETS JFLAKFJKDL;ASF and snacks!! and there was a raffle!! for sex toys and stuff :D;; and then a sex instructor came with a pure romance rep-- they were selling sex toys and lube &c. AND WE GOT DEMONSTRATIONS. lotions and perfumes and edible LUBES and body shimmer and stuff that will get you horny instantly and IT WAS PRETTY AWESOME. and then my friends left to see a movie but I didn't want to leave, so I stuck around!! And I saw a girl from my class who I haven't talked to ever before and SO WE TALKED and apparently she's into anime and manga and she seems pretty awesome! \o/ and then there were CUPCAKES and LIVE MUSIC and this band that played the beatles and this AMAZING chick that sang like freaking ALIX OLSON (downloaddownloaddownload) and then fjdlskjgl;ksfj;asdfjasfklsjfkdsljglsfa
I'VE SEEN THIS KID BEFORE JFLKDASJ;GLKFJSDLGJLF SO ADORABLE. And the music is just FREAKISHLY FANTASTIC and I couldn't stop listening after I got back to my computer and I found all this amazing music and then I splurged on iTunes to buy both albums for $20 because it was so worth it. So just.
HERE. LOOK AT HOW AMAZING IT IS. And yes it's pretty indie/alternative/different/quirky/queer but aaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I love it
AND AFTER THAT there was an OPERA SINGER performing oh my god and then they finished the raffle and I WON A VIBRATOR!!! \o/ it's blue. and I need to name it :>;;;
and I fangirled the artist of those songs on facebook and was generally squeeful at them and heeeeeeee I hope that maybe I get to talk to them sometime more because jflkas;jgsf they seem so awesome.
THEY ALSO HAVE THIS FRIEND WHO IS JUST ADORABLE OH MY GOD. I keep seeing them here because they live in this building!! and then I found out that Kathleen knew them and aaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;_______________; I love meeting awesome people oh my god. I meet them so rarely, it always reaffirms some hope in me that the human race isn't All Bad, but jfkdlsgjlk;dsfjlfds I love my life sometimes.
GOD THIS GOOD MOOD IS JUST NEVERENDING. I WAS IN SUCH A GREAT MOOD LAST NIGHT AND IT SORT OF JUST BLED OVER INTO SATURDAY AND I LOVE IT SO. even though I am sort of very panicked about some college things I honestly believe that everything is going to be Just Fine in the end.
j;alhglajfdks;jfsdf I LOVE MEETING AMAZING PEOPLE.
Uh, other things of note.
☀ I experimented with my hair one day and realized that, with the help of a lot of bobby pins, I could essentially give myself a mohawk. It makes me look like a dyke, I've found. It also looks surprisingly good! Which was quite a shock! NO SERIOUSLY LOOK. ignore my kittie pajamas
☀ I went over to Kathleen's and she started grabbing my tits so I had to retaliate and so we got into a titgrabbing war and we were doing just that in the elevator and the door opened and this asian guy without a shirt on was like ...............6.6 /stares
☀ I AM SO PSYCHED ABOUT BEING PART OF THE TRANS COMMUNITY HERE JFLDA;SJGLJFL;ASDFADS
☀ which means I finally feel like I sort of fit in here. uh. I don't even know but I feel like I like this place finally and that. uh. UH. OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WITH THAT.
☀ OH and I'm now on Chapter 226 of Bleach and HIYORI IS SO COOL and I realized the other day that I could do my hair to look just like her so I camwhored. Again.
☀ WHY MUST I HAVE SUCH A WEAK SPOT FOR MUSICIANS. WELL. GUITARISTS. ESPECIALLY. THEY DON'T BEAT PIANISTS oh my god fingers *___* BUT JLKFDSJGLK;JLFKDS GUITARISTS.
☀ I also like girls that look like boys. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. on that note, my sister and I found that we have the exact. same. taste. in boys and girls. wow. WOW. LMFAO WHAT ON EARTH DOES THAT MEAN FREUD 8||||;;;;
☀ oh and yesterday for Women Out Loud I looked really cute!!! So I took pictures of that too \o/ I LOVE DRESSES.
I kind of only stuck that last one in there because I took it and was like HOLY TITS McGEE so yes LMFAO woohoo double Ds.
☀ thecityrpg IS SO RIDICULOUSLY FUN OH MY GOD. I LOVE BOTH ELLE AND MELLO THERE SO MUCH.
☀ I just spent an hour talking to my sister in which we just circlejerked each other and ourselves. To quote my friend Hannah, "I love how much you love yourself."
☀ albinomeatball IS MY FAVORITE FOREVER
☀ receipt IS SO COOL I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVEN'T TALKED BEFORE YESTERDAY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA /SCREAMS !!!!!
☀ and now I'm going to grab my blanket and my book and go outside to lay on the great lawn with all the other girls in bikinis *___*
You should sleep at least 3 hours a night and from then on in 90 minute cycles in order to be well-rested and not tired!!!
So therefore--
3 → 4 ½ → 6 → 7 ½ → 9
etc.
Since using this method (about a year now) I've been able to sleep 4 ½ hours a night for several days in a row without issues. JUST BECAUSE THE BODY RESTS IN CYCLES 8Db!
I GUESS YOU COULD CALL IT AN UNANNOUNCED HIATUS OF SUBSTANTIAL POSTS
BUT IT MEANS I HAVE A HUGE SHITTON OF YEAR OF SMILES DAY I MISSED. UM. I WILL DO MY BEST!!!!
albinomeatball FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER ♥ 8'D full moon. LICK ME!!!!! women out loud!!! unexpected sudden new vibrator!! BITCHING WITH receipt AND HAVING THE BEST TIME EVER!!!! ALSO FRIENDING receipt (bitch you now have your own tag). TELLING RANDOM PEOPLE THAT I THINK THEY'RE HOT/AWESOME/BITCHIN AND THAT I'D DATE THEM. "I wish this society allowed people to walk up other people and solicit them for sex :|" DELICIOUS DINNER WITH HANNAH!!!!! easter dinner at Hannah's house!! getting to see unkle george and the boyfriend lawrence again! dinner at stir crazy! getting to go to Barnes & Nobles!!! BUYING albinomeatball THE HOGFATHER 8D and runaways! and vol. 1 of Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei!! and vol. 0 of DOGS!! Kathleen being my social networking service! MAL BLUM. amazing music!! reading so much bleach. looking cute! being daring with my hair. that cute girl that keeps smiling at me. transgendered people!! being totally down with FTMs. "our tits are having sex." that adorable asian kid in my class that looks like case. all of you people. winning my fight for pride :'D GERMAN STUTTERING. tuesday class getting cancelled AGAIN. booking my mom's flight out to here for less than $100. condoms (fu fu fu). URAHARA IS SO AWESOME. getting an urahara hat!!!! GIN. also gin/rangiku shhhh I didn't say that. ALL THE GIRLS IN BLEACH JFLASF;KJFAS. GUITAR PLAYERS *_* the awesomebox is the best thing ever basically. it finally getting warmer! dresses!! albinomeatball!!!!!!!! :D getting to send packages!!!!!!! "if I wasn't me I'd have such a hardon for myself." albinomeatball's Matt!!! BEING SHAMELESS. "LICK ME!!!!!!!!!"year of smiles | D A Y 68-84
SO I BASICALLY HAD THE BEST EVENING EVER LAST NIGHT!!!! IT ALMOST MADE FEELING TRAPPED OKAY!! I WISH I COULD HAVE TAKEN albinomeatball ALONG BECAUSE JFLAKSDJGL;KFJLKSAJGKLA;DFJADS SHE WOULD HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUN.
I came out of it feeling so damn empowered, oh god. I met up with my friends Kathleen and Michelle and we went to Women Out Loud!! Hosted by the school! So we got these little grabbags with condoms and dental dams and INSTRUCTION BOOKLETS JFLAKFJKDL;ASF and snacks!! and there was a raffle!! for sex toys and stuff :D;; and then a sex instructor came with a pure romance rep-- they were selling sex toys and lube &c. AND WE GOT DEMONSTRATIONS. lotions and perfumes and edible LUBES and body shimmer and stuff that will get you horny instantly and IT WAS PRETTY AWESOME. and then my friends left to see a movie but I didn't want to leave, so I stuck around!! And I saw a girl from my class who I haven't talked to ever before and SO WE TALKED and apparently she's into anime and manga and she seems pretty awesome! \o/ and then there were CUPCAKES and LIVE MUSIC and this band that played the beatles and this AMAZING chick that sang like freaking ALIX OLSON (downloaddownloaddownload) and then fjdlskjgl;ksfj;asdfjasfklsjfkdsljglsfa
I'VE SEEN THIS KID BEFORE JFLKDASJ;GLKFJSDLGJLF SO ADORABLE. And the music is just FREAKISHLY FANTASTIC and I couldn't stop listening after I got back to my computer and I found all this amazing music and then I splurged on iTunes to buy both albums for $20 because it was so worth it. So just.
HERE. LOOK AT HOW AMAZING IT IS. And yes it's pretty indie/alternative/different/quirky/queer but aaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I love it
AND AFTER THAT there was an OPERA SINGER performing oh my god and then they finished the raffle and I WON A VIBRATOR!!! \o/ it's blue. and I need to name it :>;;;
and I fangirled the artist of those songs on facebook and was generally squeeful at them and heeeeeeee I hope that maybe I get to talk to them sometime more because jflkas;jgsf they seem so awesome.
THEY ALSO HAVE THIS FRIEND WHO IS JUST ADORABLE OH MY GOD. I keep seeing them here because they live in this building!! and then I found out that Kathleen knew them and aaaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;_______________; I love meeting awesome people oh my god. I meet them so rarely, it always reaffirms some hope in me that the human race isn't All Bad, but jfkdlsgjlk;dsfjlfds I love my life sometimes.
GOD THIS GOOD MOOD IS JUST NEVERENDING. I WAS IN SUCH A GREAT MOOD LAST NIGHT AND IT SORT OF JUST BLED OVER INTO SATURDAY AND I LOVE IT SO. even though I am sort of very panicked about some college things I honestly believe that everything is going to be Just Fine in the end.
j;alhglajfdks;jfsdf I LOVE MEETING AMAZING PEOPLE.
Uh, other things of note.
☀ I experimented with my hair one day and realized that, with the help of a lot of bobby pins, I could essentially give myself a mohawk. It makes me look like a dyke, I've found. It also looks surprisingly good! Which was quite a shock! NO SERIOUSLY LOOK. ignore my kittie pajamas
☀ I went over to Kathleen's and she started grabbing my tits so I had to retaliate and so we got into a titgrabbing war and we were doing just that in the elevator and the door opened and this asian guy without a shirt on was like ...............6.6 /stares
☀ I AM SO PSYCHED ABOUT BEING PART OF THE TRANS COMMUNITY HERE JFLDA;SJGLJFL;ASDFADS
☀ which means I finally feel like I sort of fit in here. uh. I don't even know but I feel like I like this place finally and that. uh. UH. OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WITH THAT.
☀ OH and I'm now on Chapter 226 of Bleach and HIYORI IS SO COOL and I realized the other day that I could do my hair to look just like her so I camwhored. Again.
☀ WHY MUST I HAVE SUCH A WEAK SPOT FOR MUSICIANS. WELL. GUITARISTS. ESPECIALLY. THEY DON'T BEAT PIANISTS oh my god fingers *___* BUT JLKFDSJGLK;JLFKDS GUITARISTS.
☀ I also like girls that look like boys. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. on that note, my sister and I found that we have the exact. same. taste. in boys and girls. wow. WOW. LMFAO WHAT ON EARTH DOES THAT MEAN FREUD 8||||;;;;
☀ oh and yesterday for Women Out Loud I looked really cute!!! So I took pictures of that too \o/ I LOVE DRESSES.
I kind of only stuck that last one in there because I took it and was like HOLY TITS McGEE so yes LMFAO woohoo double Ds.
☀ thecityrpg IS SO RIDICULOUSLY FUN OH MY GOD. I LOVE BOTH ELLE AND MELLO THERE SO MUCH.
☀ I just spent an hour talking to my sister in which we just circlejerked each other and ourselves. To quote my friend Hannah, "I love how much you love yourself."
☀ albinomeatball IS MY FAVORITE FOREVER
☀ receipt IS SO COOL I CAN'T BELIEVE WE HAVEN'T TALKED BEFORE YESTERDAY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA /SCREAMS !!!!!
☀ and now I'm going to grab my blanket and my book and go outside to lay on the great lawn with all the other girls in bikinis *___*