and you don't know how it feels to be weakened like Achilles, with you always at my heels
Fujimura, student at Tokyo's elite First Higher School threw himself off the famous Kegon waterfall in 1903, leaving behind only a note;
Ensconced in the vastness of space and time, I with my meager body, have tried to fathom the enormity of this universe. But what authority can be attributed to Horatio's philosophy? There is, after all, only one word for truth: "incomprehensible." My agony over this question had brought me, at last, to a decision to die, and yet now, standing at the precipice, there is no anxiety in my heart. For the first time. I realized that great sorrow is at one with great happiness.
I've never cried in the shower before. I always thought it would feel cathartic, or at least, be an avenue for easy cleanup. Even in the past when I felt the urge to cry when going into the shower it'd be gone when I stepped out like it had washed it away.
Today it didn't.
I'm going to blame studying too much.
On a less depressing note (when am I ever depressed, come on, give me a break, guys), read this. You don't even have to like the pairing (MM) to enjoy it. Just love, idk. Slash? Everything that makes slash great is in that story. It kind of blew me away, really, OKAY THAT NEVER EVER HAPPENS.
I totally blame theredwepainted for this, too :|
Oh, and if you even so much THINK ABOUT clicking the back button upon realizing that this is on ff.net? I am going to give you a lecture about being elitist about URLs, dammit. This is the best story I've read in months, okay. >:|
MEMORYOFPRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /confetti. DRE AND HER AMAZING DRAWING Jfkghjfasjdkfdas light/heero forever oh my god. sleeping forever on friday. going to panera with thalia and hannah. getting bagels!! SAMU'S TAG JFKLAJGKLJFASDKJ AAAAA. finishing the study guide /flops T_T being an astrology geek with ane!!!! ariel getting me on an MM kick and making me find the BEST STORY EVER damn you ariel daaaamn you. PEDORUKO talks with jesslared via text. talking to science. "honestly if CnC had a sexuality it'd be light yagami because it'd just be autofellating itself ALL THE TIME." the possibility of a snowday!! (maybe). talking together with occultural and consumpted forever about silly awesome things ♥ throwing claire at two other duos :> something smelling good all evening. THE VAGINA BOXING GLOVE. the words being back. mello ono and yoko yagami. doing something really important and nostalgic yesterday wth ane. then letting go. this which spawned this oh my god sobbing we eat everything (I love the flowers the most). RAPEX: HARUKO STYLE!!! year of smiles | D A Y 0 0 27-29
ps yes I feel better by now before you bombard me with Y SO DEPRESSED :>
Ensconced in the vastness of space and time, I with my meager body, have tried to fathom the enormity of this universe. But what authority can be attributed to Horatio's philosophy? There is, after all, only one word for truth: "incomprehensible." My agony over this question had brought me, at last, to a decision to die, and yet now, standing at the precipice, there is no anxiety in my heart. For the first time. I realized that great sorrow is at one with great happiness.
I've never cried in the shower before. I always thought it would feel cathartic, or at least, be an avenue for easy cleanup. Even in the past when I felt the urge to cry when going into the shower it'd be gone when I stepped out like it had washed it away.
Today it didn't.
I'm going to blame studying too much.
On a less depressing note (when am I ever depressed, come on, give me a break, guys), read this. You don't even have to like the pairing (MM) to enjoy it. Just love, idk. Slash? Everything that makes slash great is in that story. It kind of blew me away, really, OKAY THAT NEVER EVER HAPPENS.
I totally blame theredwepainted for this, too :|
Oh, and if you even so much THINK ABOUT clicking the back button upon realizing that this is on ff.net? I am going to give you a lecture about being elitist about URLs, dammit. This is the best story I've read in months, okay. >:|
MEMORYOFPRIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! /confetti. DRE AND HER AMAZING DRAWING Jfkghjfasjdkfdas light/heero forever oh my god. sleeping forever on friday. going to panera with thalia and hannah. getting bagels!! SAMU'S TAG JFKLAJGKLJFASDKJ AAAAA. finishing the study guide /flops T_T being an astrology geek with ane!!!! ariel getting me on an MM kick and making me find the BEST STORY EVER damn you ariel daaaamn you. PEDORUKO talks with jesslared via text. talking to science. "honestly if CnC had a sexuality it'd be light yagami because it'd just be autofellating itself ALL THE TIME." the possibility of a snowday!! (maybe). talking together with occultural and consumpted forever about silly awesome things ♥ throwing claire at two other duos :> something smelling good all evening. THE VAGINA BOXING GLOVE. the words being back. mello ono and yoko yagami. doing something really important and nostalgic yesterday wth ane. then letting go. this which spawned this oh my god sobbing we eat everything (I love the flowers the most). RAPEX: HARUKO STYLE!!! year of smiles | D A Y 0 0 27-29
ps yes I feel better by now before you bombard me with Y SO DEPRESSED :>