und ich wuensch euch allen einen guten Rutsch!
My mother actually hates New Years. She used to think of it like she spent another whole year with the failure of a husband she hates, stuck in a place she hates and going nowhere.
I don't really mind it so much. But it's good for my mom to not be home and for us to be here instead.
New Years used to be so great in Germany. You know, way back before we moved. The fireworks are the best (as in, there ARE fireworks, and I'm not talking about two firecrackers or some shit). So that'll be nice.
.... wow, I have never seen the video for Bloodhouse Gang's Bad Touch. Wow. ... wow.
German TV is so much better. Even if I can only speak for VIVA and MTV. I continue to be so amused by how graphic and sexual the commercials and shit are here. XD
Oh, oh oh oh. Okay so this is like, a... European tradition? I only ever saw it in Germany, but yeah. So I don't really know. EITHER WAY, we got to see it tonight for the first time in 8 years and it really merits sharing, methinks.
As for my year, it was pretty, ah... filled with self-discovery? I don't know. It had its ups and downs. I sort of went through a lot of legal shit and trying to figure out exactly where I want to be professionally at one point, as well as coming to terms with that. Something ended-- no, a lot of things ended. A good friendship ended, a relationship ended, I went to England for the first time, I detached from certain things, I moved away from my somewhat... BNF title in Heroes fandom, thank god for that, and... at my lowest, I found rivelata.
There, I met so many amazing people, though of course the one that stands out the most that made undoubtedly the most difference in my life is thanatoast.
(... oh god Stefan Raab on TV. I have never felt quite this German. :|)
But honestly, I don't know where I'd be without her today. I've never felt quite this loved or this blessed as I am with her. She really changed my whole life and, with this year with all of its numerous highs and lows finally coming to a close, I can say that I'm so fucking happy where I am as well as where I'm headed. There's a direction, and I'm so integrally myself in every aspect of my life, and I'm so, so fucking content with her. I just wish where she was right now wasn't so very fail. ._.;;;
Happy New Year <333
I don't really mind it so much. But it's good for my mom to not be home and for us to be here instead.
New Years used to be so great in Germany. You know, way back before we moved. The fireworks are the best (as in, there ARE fireworks, and I'm not talking about two firecrackers or some shit). So that'll be nice.
.... wow, I have never seen the video for Bloodhouse Gang's Bad Touch. Wow. ... wow.
German TV is so much better. Even if I can only speak for VIVA and MTV. I continue to be so amused by how graphic and sexual the commercials and shit are here. XD
Oh, oh oh oh. Okay so this is like, a... European tradition? I only ever saw it in Germany, but yeah. So I don't really know. EITHER WAY, we got to see it tonight for the first time in 8 years and it really merits sharing, methinks.
Click to viewAs for my year, it was pretty, ah... filled with self-discovery? I don't know. It had its ups and downs. I sort of went through a lot of legal shit and trying to figure out exactly where I want to be professionally at one point, as well as coming to terms with that. Something ended-- no, a lot of things ended. A good friendship ended, a relationship ended, I went to England for the first time, I detached from certain things, I moved away from my somewhat... BNF title in Heroes fandom, thank god for that, and... at my lowest, I found rivelata.
There, I met so many amazing people, though of course the one that stands out the most that made undoubtedly the most difference in my life is thanatoast.
(... oh god Stefan Raab on TV. I have never felt quite this German. :|)
But honestly, I don't know where I'd be without her today. I've never felt quite this loved or this blessed as I am with her. She really changed my whole life and, with this year with all of its numerous highs and lows finally coming to a close, I can say that I'm so fucking happy where I am as well as where I'm headed. There's a direction, and I'm so integrally myself in every aspect of my life, and I'm so, so fucking content with her. I just wish where she was right now wasn't so very fail. ._.;;;
Happy New Year <333