Well, I'm home finally done with being all hot ans sweaty... from dancing. Saw a few people there. Met someone who was up from out east more that I met on Bear411. After being all friendly and "will be looking forward to meeting you", as usual, I got a cold shoulder. I'm just tired of all the stupidity.
I did realize that what seems to really catch my eye is shifting again. I mean, my interests in general stay stable but every so often, main targets change. Last night I was on ICUII and I met this guy who was gorgeous with like model good looks but not in a bad way. He had a goatee in his profile pic but is clean shaven now. Great smile, really friendly, really into bears -- and me. But he's taken. Figures. He was in good shapem fairly thin with a little chest hair but hairier from the waist down. Tonight at the bar, I couldn't keep my eyes off this guy with a similar build, dark hair, goatee, a touch of hair on his chest, and great dance moves. These guys are TOTALLY not of the bear mold at all but I was just about drooling over them. Another shift to adjust to.
Tomorrow, I'm supposed to go see Narnia with
allamericanbear. Tonight my stomach has been feeling kinda icky. I'm just gonna wind down a bit and get some sleep and see how I feel in the morning.