Self-preservation
I've decided that if need be, I'm going to be an asshole for a while. I'm not talking in general, but I am talking that I'm going to stop putting up with people's bullshit. I'm not going to put up with people using me and such. I've had suspisions about something that may be going down and let's just say that if anyone messes with me or the enjoyment of my birthday party (which I had to do because no one else would do anything for me around here) then they will be SO fucked, and not in a good way. I'm not just talking about that one event either, but it's a prime example. I'm just getting fed up with some stuff and putting up with it just so I can try to keep "friends" around here. Some types of people I think I'm better off without.