I don't HAVE to hide a motherfucking thing.
I CHOOSE to lock my journal to friends only so the whole world isn't reading everything I write. I don't HAVE to do that. I have another journal elsewhere that isn't locked at all and has many of the same posts that are here.
I CHOOSE to lock this one because there are things that could hurt me, could hurt my friends, could hurt people I care about if it was all out there in the open. Often the comments and such can get into personal stuff that OTHERS wouldn't want out there either.
I hadn't posted about you in this journal AT ALL for a long time. So for you to decide that I removed you because I'm "hiding something" from you is just fucking retarded.
I will thank you for one thing tho. I was really having a difficult time letting go of you. I knew this wasn't going to work for a myriad of reasons but I cared so much, and I loved you so I didn't want to let it go. But after enough "so what's", "that's your problems", "I dont' really care if it hurt you, that wasn't my intention", etc etc...it's enough now.
I not only will let go. I will let go with absolute glee and pleasure. You are still nothing but a bully. Go back to your friend who has been around so long because "she allows me to abuse her whenever I want". Keep making your little jabs at me in your journal. Do something with your life, or continue to rot in that hole, take your meds, or don't. I honest to god am removing myself from all of it.
I've removed you from here. I've sent your email address to the junkyard filter. I've blocked you on Pal. And yes, holy moley I've deleted you from my friends list on LJ.
And you were right..I am working on it and it IS just about right. Good home. Check. Good job. Check. Happy duck. Check. Great friends. Check. Awesome boyfriend. Taking applications.
yeah. It's all under control.
So as I stated before. You? Can fuck off. I'm done with you. I have nothing left to say to, or about, you. (Until I decide I have something to say again, at which time I can rescind that statement with no warning).
I CHOOSE to lock this one because there are things that could hurt me, could hurt my friends, could hurt people I care about if it was all out there in the open. Often the comments and such can get into personal stuff that OTHERS wouldn't want out there either.
I hadn't posted about you in this journal AT ALL for a long time. So for you to decide that I removed you because I'm "hiding something" from you is just fucking retarded.
I will thank you for one thing tho. I was really having a difficult time letting go of you. I knew this wasn't going to work for a myriad of reasons but I cared so much, and I loved you so I didn't want to let it go. But after enough "so what's", "that's your problems", "I dont' really care if it hurt you, that wasn't my intention", etc etc...it's enough now.
I not only will let go. I will let go with absolute glee and pleasure. You are still nothing but a bully. Go back to your friend who has been around so long because "she allows me to abuse her whenever I want". Keep making your little jabs at me in your journal. Do something with your life, or continue to rot in that hole, take your meds, or don't. I honest to god am removing myself from all of it.
I've removed you from here. I've sent your email address to the junkyard filter. I've blocked you on Pal. And yes, holy moley I've deleted you from my friends list on LJ.
And you were right..I am working on it and it IS just about right. Good home. Check. Good job. Check. Happy duck. Check. Great friends. Check. Awesome boyfriend. Taking applications.
yeah. It's all under control.
So as I stated before. You? Can fuck off. I'm done with you. I have nothing left to say to, or about, you. (Until I decide I have something to say again, at which time I can rescind that statement with no warning).