three drabbles that had been 'accumulating' in my side twitter. deck.ly sucks and i don't want to lose them so i'd decided to post them here. oh, two out of three are angst, one contains hints self-harm and the other contains death.
Winning ;; G ;; Doojoon
He sees the ball coming his way, he stopped it with his left leg. He dribbled passed the opponents, he aimed, and he shoots. He hears the crowd scream his name. He knew he had done it. He had scored. His first goal, the winning goal for his team. The time ticked on, 93 minutes passed, the game was over. His team had won, a victory earned by him. He finally feels the rush of adrenaline of winning, it was a great feeling. He felt wanted for once. The useless him, was a past, a past he never want to relive. Now, he only wants to keep going on.
Dilemmas ;; PG-13 ;; hints of self-harm ;; Myungsoo
He wonders piercing which portion of his body with this sharp stainless steel tip of the knife would kill him instantly. His heart? He doesn't know the exact location, he knows its a little off left of the centre, but there may be his rib bones blocking the path of the knife. The wrists? No, there isn't any major arteries there, just some veins and arterioles. What about his neck? It seems good, he could just break off the connection of his trachea to the lungs, but a knife wouldn't do a good job. The attempt to kill himself easily is hard. He doesn't wants to feel any pain, but everything seemed so painful. Maybe jumping off the building is the best choice after all. But he doesn't want to stir up a commotion. Dilemmas, he hated that, but he just can't seemed to avoid them...
Betrayal ;; PG-13 ;; death ;; Dongwoo/Woohyun
Suddenly everything seemed to be in slow motion. The bullet left the barrel of the gun, moving through the air as its sharp conical head pierced through the air. It went through his shirt and flesh, between his ribs and finally piercing through the cardiac muscles sitting a little off left on the centre of his chest. Blood spurted every where as the coronary arteries and other blood vessels were broken off by the bulllet. It was a gory sight. He collapsed lifeless on the floor, before the shooter walked over his body, not even giving him a second look back.