I really can't explain it but I...
I hear the music when I look at you!
Mae | Soundtrack For Our Movie
It's not my favorite song by them, but it's a good song to listen to when you have an uncontrollable love for someone you probably shouldn't be loving. I'll leave it at that. Man! I've had a great streak studying for my exams for this Microbiology class, but today I broke it. It's 11:16 pm, still not nearly as prepared as I should be for this exam tomorrow. It sucks, because I seriously JUST HAD an exam two classes ago. And after working a 9 hour shift yesterday and today, I just kept putting it off and off and off and off...
I'm on this no spending money mission for the next two weeks for this huge purchase I'm planning. I can't wait. I'm halfway there... I'm so close I can taste it. But yeah, I'm only this close because I haven't been spending money! But it's a good thing to cut off. No Spending Money = No Eating Out = No Eating = Losing Weight! Woo! Haha, I'm not starving myself, but I've lost like 4 pounds in the past week and a half with this "diet" and I'm feeling pretty good too. The downside to not spending money, is I'm kind of cutting off hanging out with people. Usually friends who want to hang out, wanna go out to lunch, or see a movie or something... but I just rather have my purchase and not spend the money. Oh but it is TORTURE not being able to see Wall - E in theaters. I am aching to see it so bad. We have these Wall-E toys at work and I cannot get enough of them. If I could wish for anything right now, it would be for someone to take me on a date to go see Wall-E and to go to the lake... just because I've been dying to see the lake since I've gotten back from Champaign. :D
I hung out with Ate Faith, Matt and Ate French last night after work. It was so much fun. I just feel so awesome when I'm with my cousins. Like it's impossible not to be happy and not to laugh. It sounds stupid, but I feel so vulnerable without them. I was talking to Ate Frenchee before I got picked up, and we were just talking about how much grief the family causes. I told her how I was feeling really down just because it seems like I'm the only one left in the family because all of our cousins are pretty much in a relationship and they ditch our family to go to their "in-law" families and I'm left dealing with all the drama. But she was like... "You always have us." I almost started bawling from just what she said, haha.
I'm feeling quite sleepy! Two more chappies to go! Miss you.
Mae | Soundtrack For Our Movie
It's not my favorite song by them, but it's a good song to listen to when you have an uncontrollable love for someone you probably shouldn't be loving. I'll leave it at that. Man! I've had a great streak studying for my exams for this Microbiology class, but today I broke it. It's 11:16 pm, still not nearly as prepared as I should be for this exam tomorrow. It sucks, because I seriously JUST HAD an exam two classes ago. And after working a 9 hour shift yesterday and today, I just kept putting it off and off and off and off...
I'm on this no spending money mission for the next two weeks for this huge purchase I'm planning. I can't wait. I'm halfway there... I'm so close I can taste it. But yeah, I'm only this close because I haven't been spending money! But it's a good thing to cut off. No Spending Money = No Eating Out = No Eating = Losing Weight! Woo! Haha, I'm not starving myself, but I've lost like 4 pounds in the past week and a half with this "diet" and I'm feeling pretty good too. The downside to not spending money, is I'm kind of cutting off hanging out with people. Usually friends who want to hang out, wanna go out to lunch, or see a movie or something... but I just rather have my purchase and not spend the money. Oh but it is TORTURE not being able to see Wall - E in theaters. I am aching to see it so bad. We have these Wall-E toys at work and I cannot get enough of them. If I could wish for anything right now, it would be for someone to take me on a date to go see Wall-E and to go to the lake... just because I've been dying to see the lake since I've gotten back from Champaign. :D
I hung out with Ate Faith, Matt and Ate French last night after work. It was so much fun. I just feel so awesome when I'm with my cousins. Like it's impossible not to be happy and not to laugh. It sounds stupid, but I feel so vulnerable without them. I was talking to Ate Frenchee before I got picked up, and we were just talking about how much grief the family causes. I told her how I was feeling really down just because it seems like I'm the only one left in the family because all of our cousins are pretty much in a relationship and they ditch our family to go to their "in-law" families and I'm left dealing with all the drama. But she was like... "You always have us." I almost started bawling from just what she said, haha.
I'm feeling quite sleepy! Two more chappies to go! Miss you.